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"He has some concern about your Sam--as you have yourself. He is

disturbed because the boy has lost his heart to your tenant, Mrs.

Richie."

"Call it twelve dollars," Samuel said, embarrassed to the point of

munificence. He put the canvas bag in his pocket, and rose. "I'll

deposit this to-morrow, sir," he added, as he had added every Sunday

morning for the last twenty years.

"Samuel," said Dr. Lavendar, sternly, "sit down!"

With involuntary haste the senior warden sat down, but he would not

look at Dr. Lavendar. "It is not my purpose or desire," he said, "to

be disrespectful, but I must request you, sir--"

"To mind my own business? I will, Sam, I will. My business is to

admonish you: Leave there thy gift before the altar, and go thy

way. First, be reconciled to thy brother, and then come and offer thy

gift."

Samuel Wright cleared his throat. "I cannot, Dr. Lavendar, discuss

this matter with you. I must be my own judge."

"I have heard that a man might be his own lawyer," said Dr. Lavendar,

smiling; "but you can't be your own judge. The Christian religion

judges you. Samuel, and convicts you. Your father is willing to see

you; he has taken the first step. Think what that means to a man like

your father! Now listen to me; I want to tell you what it's all

about."

"I have no desire, sir, to be informed. I--"

Dr. Lavendar checked him gently: "I am sure you will listen, Samuel,

no matter what your decision may be." Then, very cautiously, he began

about young Sam. "Your father thinks he ought to get away from Old

Chester; he's worried because of Mrs. Richie."

"You know my sentiments, sir, in regard to my son's idiocy."

"Oh, come, come! Falling in love is a harmless amusement," said Dr.

Lavendar; "but your father does take it a good deal to heart. He wants

to get him out of town. However, to send him away without letting him

know why, is difficult; and the last thing would be to let him think

we take his love-making seriously! Therefore your father thinks some

kind of excuse has to be made."

Here Dr. Lavendar became elaborately casual; he had decided that he

must prepare his senior warden for a possible reference to a dangerous

topic. "He mustn't be taken unawares," Dr. Lavendar had told himself.

But he quailed, now that the moment of preparation had come. "Your

father thinks the excuse might be the finding a publisher for some

poetry that Sam has written."