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"I only did what a man ought to do, Miss Marston."

"Perhaps. But you did it, that's the point. There are other men--" She

hesitated. "I have had a talk with Mr. Bradish," she told him. "It was a

mistake. You saved me from that mistake. You did it in the cabin of the

schooner. He has told me. It was better for me than saving my life."

"But because a man isn't a sailor--isn't used to danger--" he

expostulated.

"That is not it. I say I have just had a talk with Mr. Bradish! I have

found out exactly what he is. I did not find it out when I danced with

him. But now that I have come near to dying with him I have found him

out." The red banners in her cheeks signaled both shame and indignation.

"A coward will show all his nature before he gets himself in hand again,

and Mr. Bradish has shown me that he is willing to ruin and disgrace

me in order to make profit for himself. And there is no more to be said

about him!" She paused.

"Captain Mayo, I know what idea you must have of me--of a girl who would

do what I have done! But you don't have half the scorn for me I have for

myself--for the girl I was. But I have my self-respect now! I respect

the woman that I am at this moment after that experience! Perhaps you

don't understand. I do! I'm glad I have that self-respect. I shall face

what is ahead of me. I shall do right from now on." She spoke quickly

and passionately, and he wanted to say something, but his sailor tongue

halted. "I am not going to bring up a certain matter--not now! It's too

sacred. I am too miserably ashamed! Again, Captain Mayo, I say that I

want to stand with you as man to man! I want to render service for what

you have done for me. You have lost everything out of your life that you

value. I want you to have it back. Will you listen to me now?"

"Yes, Miss Marston."

"You go to my father with a letter from me. I do not believe he knows

what kind of methods have been practised by his understrappers, but he

can find out. You tell him that he must find out--that he must make

them confess. You tell him that this is a man's fight, and that you are

fighting back with all the strength that you can command. You tell him

that you have me hidden, and that I cannot get away--as my own letter

will tell him. You tell him that he must make a fair exchange with

you--give you back what is yours before he can have what is his."