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"What do you think of her?" asked Zenobia.

I could not understand the look of melancholy kindness with which

Zenobia regarded her. She advanced a step, and beckoning Priscilla

near her, kissed her cheek; then, with a slight gesture of repulse, she

moved to the other side of the room. I followed.

"She is a wonderful creature," I said. "Ever since she came among us,

I have been dimly sensible of just this charm which you have brought

out. But it was never absolutely visible till now. She is as lovely

as a flower!"

"Well, say so if you like," answered Zenobia. "You are a poet,--at

least, as poets go nowadays,--and must be allowed to make an

opera-glass of your imagination, when you look at women. I wonder, in

such Arcadian freedom of falling in love as we have lately enjoyed, it

never occurred to you to fall in love with Priscilla. In society,

indeed, a genuine American never dreams of stepping across the

inappreciable air-line which separates one class from another. But

what was rank to the colonists of Blithedale?"

"There were other reasons," I replied, "why I should have demonstrated

myself an ass, had I fallen in love with Priscilla. By the bye, has

Hollingsworth ever seen her in this dress?"

"Why do you bring up his name at every turn?" asked Zenobia in an

undertone, and with a malign look which wandered from my face to

Priscilla's. "You know not what you do! It is dangerous, sir, believe

me, to tamper thus with earnest human passions, out of your own mere

idleness, and for your sport. I will endure it no longer! Take care

that it does not happen again! I warn you!"

"You partly wrong me, if not wholly," I responded. "It is an uncertain

sense of some duty to perform, that brings my thoughts, and therefore

my words, continually to that one point."

"Oh, this stale excuse of duty!" said Zenobia, in a whisper so full of

scorn that it penetrated me like the hiss of a serpent. "I have often

heard it before, from those who sought to interfere with me, and I know

precisely what it signifies. Bigotry; self-conceit; an insolent

curiosity; a meddlesome temper; a cold-blooded criticism, founded on a

shallow interpretation of half-perceptions; a monstrous scepticism in

regard to any conscience or any wisdom, except one's own; a most

irreverent propensity to thrust Providence aside, and substitute one's

self in its awful place,--out of these, and other motives as miserable

as these, comes your idea of duty! But, beware, sir! With all your

fancied acuteness, you step blindfold into these affairs. For any

mischief that may follow your interference, I hold you responsible!"