Englishwoman's Love Letters - Page 57/59

Dearest: I cannot say I have seen Pisa, for the majority had

their way, and we simply skipped into it, got ourselves bumped down at

the Duomo and Campo Santo for two hours, fell exhausted to bed, and

skipped out again by the first train next morning. Over the walls of the

Campo Santo are some divine crumbs of Benozzo Gozzoli (don't expect me

ever to spell the names of dead painters correctly: it is a politeness

one owes to the living, but the famous dead are exalted by being spelt

phonetically as the heart dictates, and become all the better company

for that greatest of unspelled and spread-about names--Shakspere,

Shakspeare, Shakespeare--his mark, not himself). Such a long parenthesis

requires stepping-stones to carry you over it: "crumbs" was the last

(wasn't a whole loaf of bread a stepping-stone in one of Andersen's

fairy-tales?): but, indeed, I hadn't time to digest them properly. Let

me come back to them before I die, and bury me in that inclosure if you

love me as much then as I think you do now.

The Baptistry has a roof of echoes that is wonderful,--a mirror of sound

hung over the head of an official who opens his mouth for centimes to

drop there. You sing notes up into it (or rather you don't, for that is

his perquisite), and they fly circling, and flock, and become a single

chord stretching two octaves: till you feel that you are living inside

what in the days of our youth would have been called "the sound of a

grand Amen."

The cathedral has fine points, or more than points--aspects: but the

Italian version of Gothic, with its bands of flat marbles instead of

moldings, was a shock to me at first. I only begin to understand it now

that I have seen the outside of the Duomo at Florence. Curiously enough,

it doesn't strike me as in the least Christian, only civic and splendid,

reminding me of what Ruskin says about church architecture being really

a dependant on the feudal or domestic. The Strozzi Palace is a beautiful

piece of street-architecture; its effect is of an iron hand which gives

you a buffet in the face when you look up and wonder--how shall I climb

in? I will tell you more about insides when I write next.

I fear my last letter to you from Lucerne may either have strayed, or not

even have begun straying: for in the hurry of coming away I left it,

addressed, I think, but unstamped; and I am not sure that that

particular hotel will be Christian enough to spare the postage out of the

bill, which had a galaxy of small extras running into centimes, and

suggesting a red-tape rectitude that would not show blind

twenty-five-centime gratitude to the backs of departed guests. So be

patient and forgiving if I seem to have written little. I found two of

yours waiting for me, and cannot choose between them which I find most

dear. I will say, for a fancy, the shorter, that you may ever be

encouraged to write your shortest rather than none at all. One word from

you gives me almost as much pleasure as twenty, for it contains all your

sincerity and truth; and what more do I want? Yon bless me quite. How many

perfectly happy days I owe to you, and seldom dare dream that I have made

any beginning of a return! If I could take one unhappy day out of your

life, dearest, the secret would be mine, and no such thing should be left

in it. Be happy, beloved! oh, happy, happy,--with me for a partial

reason--that is what I wish!