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"The storm!" said Cardo, starting; "are we going to have one?"

The captain looked critically in the direction towards which they were

sailing.

"Dirty weather coming, I think."

"Yes, I see," said Cardo; "I had not noticed it before, though. How

inky black the sky is over there! And the sea as black, and that white

streak on the line of the horizon!"

"We shall have a bit of a toss," said the captain. "Couldn't expect to

get to Australia on a mill pond."

"Mill pond do you call the swells we have had the last few days?"

"Almost," replied the captain, leaving him unceremoniously, and

shouting some orders to his crew.

Thus left, Cardo fell again into a deep reverie. Yes, it looked black

before them! "But I have always wished to see a storm at sea, and if I

only had Valmai with me, I should be joyous and exultant; but instead

of that, I am alone, and have a strange foreboding of some evil to

come. I can't be well, though I'm sure I don't know where I ail, for I

feel alright, and I eat like a horse."

"Come, Mr. Wynne," said one of the ladies, who had marked his serious

looks, "we must really call you to account! You have fallen into a

brown study again. You must let us cheer you up. We can't have the

very life of the party losing his spirits. Now if you had left your

wife at home, as Mr. Dawson has!"

"I have done that," said Cardo, "but I am not at all likely to fall

into low spirits. I have never in my life known what that means; but a

man, more especially a married man, must have his moments of serious

thought sometimes."

"Yes, of course," said the lady, with a considerable diminution of

interest in "the handsome Mr. Wynne!" "You have left your little ones

too, I suppose?"

"No," said Cardo, laughing, "I have none."

"Ah, indeed, that's a pity!" and she took the first opportunity of

joining her friend, and telling her of her discovery.

Cardo continued to look out to sea. No, bad enough to leave Valmai,

but "little ones"? Would that time ever come? and as he pondered, a

fresh idea seemed to strike him. It was evidently a painful one, it

stung him like the lash of a whip, and clenching his hands, and

muttering something between his teeth, he roused himself hastily, and

joined a party of young people, who were amusing themselves with the

pranks of a little boy, who, delighted with the notice taken of him,

strutted about and gave his orders, in imitation of the captain.

"Oh, here's Mr. Wynne," said the little urchin, and in a moment he was

lifted on to Cardo's shoulder, whooping with delight, and for the next

hour, the laugh was loudest and the fun most furious where Cardo and

his little friend were located. Before long, however, the storm was

upon them. Masts creaked and cordage rattled; the sails had been

lowered, and everything made safe, and Captain Owen, standing on the

bridge, looked energetic, and "fit" to fight with the storm-fiend. The

ladies soon retired, and many of the gentlemen followed them below,

some of the younger and hardier remaining on deck. Amongst them was

Cardo, who watched the fury of the elements as the wind tore down upon

them. Once, as the captain passed him, he asked, "Is there any

danger?" "I see none," was the laconic reply. It satisfied Cardo, and

he gave himself up to watch the grandeur of the storm. It was natural

that the thought of Valmai should enter his mind, and that he should

long for her presence; but it was not natural that he, a young and

healthy man, in the first flush of his manhood, should feel this

strange depression, this dark cloud hanging over him, whenever he

thought of his young wife. It was unlike Cardo. If his life had been

devoid of any special interest or excitement, it had at least been free

from care. Not even his lonely childhood, or his dull, old home had

dimmed the brightness and elasticity of his spirits. He had never had

a cobweb in his brain, and this haunting shadow which followed every

sweet memory of his wife was beginning to rouse his resentment, and

while the storm raged around him, and the ship ploughed her way through

the seething waters, Cardo Wynne, set himself with manful determination

to face the "black dog" which had haunted him lately; and somewhat in

this groove ran his thoughts.