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'Which is as much as to say that the prophet is to break no idols.'

'You know I do not mean that, and you know, too, how incapable I am

of defending myself in argument. I never can stand up for anything I

say. I can now and then say something, but, when I have said it, I

run away.'

'My dearest Clara,' Madge put her arm over her sister's shoulder as

they sat side by side, 'do not run away now; tell me just what you

think of me.' Clara was silent for a minute.

'I have sometimes wondered whether you have not demanded a little too

much of yourself and Frank. It is always a question of how much.

There is no human truth which is altogether true, no love which is

altogether perfect. You may possibly have neglected virtue or

devotion such as you could not find elsewhere, overlooking it because

some failing, or the lack of sympathy on some unimportant point, may

at the moment have been prominent. Frank loved you, Madge.'

Madge did not reply; she withdrew her arm from her sister's neck,

threw herself back in her chair and closed her eyes. She saw again

the Fenmarket roads, that summer evening, and she felt once more

Frank's burning caresses. She thought of him as he left St Paul's,

perhaps broken-hearted. Stronger than every other motive to return

to him, and stronger than ever, was the movement towards him of that

which belonged to him.

At last she cried out, literally cried, with a vehemence which

startled and terrified Clara, 'Clara, Clara, you know not what you do! For God's sake forbear!'

She was again silent, and then she turned round hurriedly, hid her

face, and sobbed piteously. It lasted, however, but for a minute;

she rose, wiped her eyes, went to the window, came back again, and

said, 'It is beginning to snow.'

The iron pillar bolted to the solid rock had quivered and resounded

under the blow, but its vibrations were nothing more than those of

the rigid metal; the base was unshaken and, except for an instant,

the column had not been deflected a hair's-breadth.