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Mr Frank Palmer was back again in England. He was much distressed

when he received that last letter from Mrs Caffyn, and discovered

that Madge's resolution not to write remained unshaken. He was

really distressed, but he was not the man upon whom an event, however

deeply felt at the time, could score a furrow which could not be

obliterated. If he had been a dramatic personage, what had happened

to him would have been the second act leading to a fifth, in which

the Fates would have appeared, but life seldom arranges itself in

proper poetic form. A man determines that he must marry; he makes

the shop-girl an allowance, never sees her or her child again,

transforms himself into a model husband, is beloved by his wife and

family; the woman whom he kissed as he will never kiss his lawful

partner, withdraws completely, and nothing happens to him.

Frank was sure he could never love anybody as he had loved Madge, nor

could he cut indifferently that other cord which bound him to her.

Nobody in society expects the same paternal love for the offspring of

a housemaid or a sempstress as for the child of the stockbroker's or

brewer's daughter, and nobody expects the same obligations, but Frank

was not a society youth, and Madge was his equal. A score of times,

when his fancy roved, the rope checked him as suddenly as if it were

the lasso of a South American Gaucho. But what could he do? that was

the point. There were one or two things which he could have done,

perhaps, and one or two things which he could not have done if he had

been made of different stuff; but there was nothing more to be done

which Frank Palmer could do. After all, it was better that Madge

should be the child's mother than that it should belong to some

peasant. At least it would be properly educated. As to money, Mrs

Caffyn had told him expressly that she did not want it. That might

be nothing but pride, and he resolved, without very clearly seeing

how, and without troubling himself for the moment as to details, that

Madge should be entirely and handsomely supported by him. Meanwhile

it was of great importance that he should behave in such a manner as

to raise no suspicion. He did not particularly care for some time

after his return from Germany to go out to the musical parties to

which he was constantly invited, but he went as a duty, and wherever

he went he met his charming cousin. They always sang together; they

had easy opportunities of practising together, and Frank, although

nothing definite was said to him, soon found that his family and hers

considered him destined for her. He could not retreat, and there was

no surprise manifested by anybody when it was rumoured that they were

engaged. His story may as well be finished at once. He and Miss

Cecilia Morland were married. A few days before the wedding, when

some legal arrangements and settlements were necessary, Frank made

one last effort to secure an income for Madge, but it failed. Mrs

Caffyn met him by appointment, but he could not persuade her even to

be the bearer of a message to Madge. He then determined to confess

his fears. To his great relief Mrs Caffyn of her own accord assured

him that he never need dread any disturbance or betrayal.