Confession - Page 48/274

"Julia--nay!--did you not?"

"And if I did, Edward--"

"It surely was not to believe it?"

"No! no! no! I had no fears of you--have none, dear Edward! I knew

that it was not, could not be true."

"Julia, it was true!"

"Ah!"

"True, indeed! There was more truth in THAT than in any other part

of the story. Nay, more--had they told you all the truth, dearest

Julia, that part, strange as it may appear, would have given you

less pain than pleasure."

"How! Can it be so?"

"Your hand was proffered me by your father, and I refused it.

Nay, look not from me, dearest--fear not for my affection--fear

nothing. I should have no fear that you could suppose me false to

you, though the whole world should come and tell you so. True love

is always secured by a just confidence in the beloved object; and,

without this confidence, the whole life is a series of long doubts,

struggles, griefs, and apprehensions, which break down the strength,

and lay the spirit in the dust. I will now tell you, in few words,

what is the relation in which I stand to your father and his family.

He, many years ago, committed an error in business, which the laws

distinguish by a harsher name. By this error he became rich. Until

recently, the proofs of this error were unknown. They have lately

been discovered by certain claimants, who are demanding reparation.

In the difficulty of your father, he came to me. I examined the

business, and have given it as my opinion that he should stifle

the legal process by endeavoring to make a private arrangement with

the creditors."

"Could he do this?"

"He could. The creditors were willing, and at first he consented

that I should arrange it with them. He now rejects the arrangement."

"But why?"

"Because it involves the surrender of the entire amount of property

which they claim--a sum of forty thousand dollars."

"But, dear Edward, is it due?--does my father owe this money? If

he does, surely he can not refuse. Perhaps he thinks that he owes

nothing."

"Nay, Julia, unhappily he knows it, and the offer of your hand, and

half of the sum mentioned, was made to me, on the express condition

that I should exert my influence as a man, and my ingenuity as a

lawyer, in baffling the creditors and stifling the claim."

The poor girl was silent and hung her head, her eyes fixed upon

the carpet, and the big tears slowly gathering, dropping from them,

one, by one. Meanwhile, I explained, as tenderly as I could, the

evil consequences which threatened Mr. Clifford in consequence of

his contumacy.

"Alas" she exclaimed, "it is not his fault. He would be willing--I

heard him say as much last night--but mother--she will not consent.

She refused positively the moment father said it would be necessary

to sell out, and move to a cheaper house. Oh, Edward, is there no

way that you can save us? Save my father from shame, though he

gives up all the money."