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"Mrs. Clifford," I said, without circumlocution, "I have presumed

to ask your attention this morning to a brief communication

which materially affects my happiness, and which I trust may not

diminish, if it does not actually promote, yours. Before I make

this communication, however, I hope I may persuade myself that

the little misunderstandings which have occurred between us are no

longer to be considered barriers to our mutual peace, and happiness--"

"Misunderstandings, Mr. Clifford?--I don't know what misunderstandings

you mean. I'm sure I've never misunderstood you."

I could not misunderstand the insolent tenor of this speech, but

I availed myself of the equivoque which it involved to express my

gratification that such was the case.

"My path will then be more easy, Mrs. Clifford--my purpose more

easily explained."

"I am glad you think so, sir," she answered coolly, smoothing down

certain folds of her frock, and crossing her hands upon her lap,

while she assumed the attitude of a patient listener. There was

something very repulsive in all this; but I saw that the only way

to lessen the unpleasantness of the scene, and to get on with her,

would be to make the interview as short as possible, and come at

once to my object. This I did.

"It is now more than a year, Mrs. Clifford, since I had the honor

to say to my uncle, that I entertained for my cousin Julia such

a degree of affection as to make it no longer doubtful to me that

I should best consult my own happiness by seeking to make her my

wife. I had the pleasure at the same time to inform him, which I

believed to be true, that Julia herself was not unwilling that such

should be the nearer tie between us--"

"Yes, yes, Mr. Clifford, I know all this; but my husband and myself

thought better of it, and--" she said with fidgetty impatience.

"And my application was refused," I said calmly; thus finishing

the sentence where she had paused.

"Well, sir, and what then?"

"At that time, madam, my uncle gave as a reason that he had other

arrangements in view."

"Yes, sir, so we had; and this reminds me that those arrangements

were broken off entirely in consequence of the perversity which

you taught my daughter. I know it all, sir; there's no more need

to tell me of it, than there is to deny it. You put my daughter

up to refusing young Roberts, who would have jumped at her, as his

father did--and he one of the best families and best fortunes in

the city. I'm sure I don't know, sir, what object you can have in

reminding me of these things."

Here was ingenious perversity. I bore with it as well as I could,

and strove to preserve my consideration and calmness.