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"You looked round you but now and most fearfully. Is Königsmarck's

spirit here?"

"No," exclaimed Wogan; "I would to God it were! I would I felt its

memories chilling me as they chilled me that night! But I cannot. I

cannot as much as hear a whisper. All the heavens are dumb," he cried.

"And the earth waits," said Clementina.

She did not move, neither did Wogan. They both sat still as statues.

They had come to the great crisis of their destiny. A change of posture,

a gesture, an assumed expression which might avert the small, the merely

awkward indiscretions of the tongue, they both knew to be futile. It was

in the mind of each of them that somehow without their participation the

truth would out that night; for the dawn was so long in coming.

"All the way up from Peri," said Wogan, suddenly, "I strove to make real

to myself the ignominy, the odium, the scandal."

"But you could not," said Clementina, with a nod of comprehension, as

though that inability was a thing familiar to her.

"When I reached the hut, and saw that fan of light spreading from the

window, as it spread over the lawn beyond Stuttgart, I remembered Otto

von Ahlen and his talk of Königsmarck. I tried to hear the menaces."

"But you could not."

"No. I saw you through the window," he cried, "stretched out upon that

couch, supple and young and sweet. I saw the lamplight on your hair,

searching out the gold in its dark brown. I could only remember how

often I have at nights wakened and reached out my hands in the vain

dream that they would meet in its thick coils, that I should feel its

silk curl and nestle about my fingers. There's the truth out, though

it's a familiar truth to you ever since I held you in my arms beneath

the stars upon the road to Ala."

"It was known to me a day before," said she; "but it was known to you so

long ago as that night in the garden."

"Oh, before then," cried Wogan.

"When? Let the whole truth be known, since we know so much."

"Why, on that first day at Ohlau."

"In the great hall. I stood by the fire and raised my head, and our eyes

met. I do remember."

"But I had no thought ever to let you know. I was the King's

man-at-arms, as I am now;" and he burst into a harsh laugh. "Here's

madness! The King's man-at-arms dumps him down in the King's chair! I

had a thought to live to you, if you understand, as a man writes a poem

to his mistress, to make my life the poem, an unsigned poem that you

would never read, and yet unsigned, unread, would make its creator glad

and fill his days. And here's the poem!" and at that a great cry of

terror leaped from Clementina's lips and held them both aghast.