Daisy In The Field - Page 80/231

"Papa - you know on what side of most things I am -" I replied

to this difficult question.

"Do I? No, I do not know that I do. What side is it, Daisy?"

"On the Lord's side, papa, when I can find out what that is."

"Make me sure that you have found it, and I will be on that

side too," he said, as he kissed me.

The words filled me with a great joy. For they were not spoken

in defiance of the supposed condition, but rather, as it

seemed to me, in desire and love of it. Had papa come to that?

The new joy poured like a flood over all the dry places in my

heart, which had got into a very dry state with hearing the

conversation of the evening. I went to bed tired and happy.

Nevertheless I awoke to the consciousness that I had a nice

piece of navigation before me, and plenty of rough water in

all probability. The best thing would be for me to be as

silent as possible. Could I be silent? They all wanted to hear

what I would say. Every eye had sought mine this past evening.

I was the first in the breakfast-room, and papa was the next.

We were alone. He took me tenderly in his arms and held me

fast, looking at me and kissing me by turns.

"Are you well now, papa?" I asked him. "Are you quite well

again?"

"Well enough," he answered; "not just as I was once."

"Why not, papa?"

"I have never quite got over that unlucky fall. It has left my

head a little shaky, Daisy; and my strength - Never mind! you

are my strength now, my pet. We should have gone home before

this, only for the troubles breaking out there."

I leaned my head upon his breast, and wished the troubles were

not! What a division those troubles made, unknown to him,

between his heart's happiness and mine - yes, between him and

me. Mamma came in and looked at us both.

"It is a very pretty picture," she said. And she kissed me,

while papa did not let me out of his arms. "Daisy, you are a

beauty."

"She is a great deal better than a beauty," said my father.

"But, now I look at you, Daisy - yes, you are a beauty,

certainly."

They both laughed heartily at the colour which all this raised

in my face.

"Most exquisite, her skin is," said my mother, touching my

cheek. "Did you ever see anything superior to it, Mr.

Randolph? Rose leaves are not any better than that. Pshaw,

Daisy! - you must get accustomed to hear people say it."

"Nobody shall say it to me, mamma, but you."