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Before leaving for his classes again, he did what he thought was the

prudent thing to do for all parties. He really satisfied no one. Maggie

felt that he had been less kind to her in many ways than he ought to have

been. The villagers resented the change in his manners and speech. Their

affairs, never interesting to him, were now distasteful; he went little

among them, but sat most of his time reading in his own cottage. If he

walked down to the pier or the boat-house, he brought unavoidably a

different element with him. The elder men disputed all he said, the younger

ones took little notice of him. He might have understood from his own

experience what Maggie was suffering; but David had his mind full of grand

themes, and he brushed the opinions of a few fishermen off, as he brushed

a fly from his open book. After he had returned to Glasgow, Aunt Janet

said, with an air of wrong and offence--"Brither and sister sail in one

boat;" and she had more sympathy for her opinion.

The dreariest part of the winter was to come. David was not to return home

again until the end of July; perhaps not even then. He had been spoken to

about spending the long vacation with Prof. Laird's son in the Hebrides,

as a kind of travelling tutor; and he hoped for the appointment. If he got

it a whole year might pass before his next visit to Pittenloch. And

Maggie's position had not been in any respect bettered, either by the

minister's or David's interference. Aunt Janet had received no special

reproofs or threats for her encroachments on Maggie's rights, and she made

a point of extending them in many ways. Before March was over the girl was

growing desperate.

Character is cumulative, and Maggie had been through these days of mean

and bitter trials unconsciously gathering strength. She was not the same

woman that had stood reproachful at destiny by the beached boat eleven

months before. Yet even then she had nursed a rebellious thought against

the hopelessness of Fate. She had refused to believe that the boat had

been built and destined for death and destruction; if something had been

done, which had not been done, it would have come safe to harbor. So also

she would not believe that her own misery was beyond help, and that all

that remained to her was a weary hoping and watching for Allan's return.

She was just at the point when endurance is waiting for the last

unendurable straw, when one morning Angus Raith called early, and asked

permission to use the "Allan Campbell" for a day's fishing. "Tak' her and

welcome," answered Janet Caird, promptly.