Dangerous Days - Page 283/297

And then Rodney was announced.

The unreality of the situation persisted. Rodney's strained face and

uneasy manner, his uniform, the blank pause when he had learned that

Graham was better, and when the ordinary banalities of greeting

were over. Beside Clayton he looked small, dapper, and wretchedly

uncomfortable, and yet even Clayton had to acknowledge a sort of dignity

in the man.

He felt sorry for him, for the disillusion that was to come. And at the

same time he felt an angry contempt for him, that he should have forced

so theatrical a situation. That the night which saw Graham's beginning

recovery should be tarnished by the wild clutch after happiness of two

people who had done so little to earn it.

He saw another, totally different scene, for a moment. He saw Graham in

his narrow bed that night in some dimly-lighted hospital ward, and he

saw Audrey beside him, watching and waiting and praying. A wild desire

to be over there, one of that little group, almost overcame him. And

instead-"Natalie has not been well, Rodney," he said. "I rather think, if you

have anything to say to me, we would better talk alone."

Natalie went out, her draperies trailing behind her. Clayton listened,

as she moved slowly up the stairs. For the last time he heard that

soft rustling which had been the accompaniment to so many of the most

poignant hours of his life. He listened until it had died away.