Ishmael, or In The Depths - Page 151/567

False, absurd, and cruel as this story was, Mrs. Nutt believed it, and

told all her acquaintances what an abandoned wretch that woman was. And

thus poor Hannah Worth lost all that she possessed in the world--her

good name. She had been very poor. But it would be too dreadful now to

tell in detail of the depths of destitution and misery into which she

and the child fell, and in which they suffered and struggled to keep

soul and body together for years and years.

It is wonderful how long life may be sustained under the severest

privations. Ishmael suffered the extremes of hunger and cold; yet he did

not starve or freeze to death; he lived and grew in that mountain hut as

pertinaciously as if he had been the pampered pet of some royal nursery.

At first Hannah did not love him. Ah, you know, such unwelcome children

are seldom loved, even by their parents. But this child was so patient

and affectionate, that it must have been an unnatural heart that would

not have been won by his artless efforts to please. He bore hunger and

cold and weariness with baby heroism. And if you doubt whether there is

any such a thing in the world as "baby heroism", just visit the nursery

hospitals of New York, and look at the cheerfulness of infant sufferers

from disease.

Ishmael was content to sit upon the floor all day long, with his big

eyes watching Hannah knit, sew, spin, or weave, as the case might be.

And if she happened to drop her thimble, scissors, spool of cotton, or

ball of yarn, Ishmael would crawl after it as fast as his feeble little

limbs would take him, and bring it back and hold it up to her with a

smile of pleasure, or, if the feat had been a fine one, a little laugh

of triumph. Thus, even before he could walk, he tried to make himself

useful. It was his occupation to love Hannah, and watch her, and crawl

after anything she dropped and restore it to her. Was this such a small

service? No; for it saved the poor woman the trouble of getting up and

deranging her work to chase rolling balls of yarn around the room. Or

was it a small pleasure to the lonely old maid to see the child smile

lovingly up in her face as he tendered her these baby services? I think

not. Hannah grew to love little Ishmael. Who, indeed, could have

received all his innocent overtures of affection and not loved him a

little in return? Not honest Hannah Worth. It was thus, you see, by his

own artless efforts that he won his grim aunt's heart. This was our

boy's first success. And the truth may as well be told of him now, that

in the whole course of his eventful life he gained no earthly good which

he did not earn by his own merits. But I must hurry over this part of my

story.