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I could only shake my head without looking up. There was no defense to

be made. Oh, I deserved the scorn in his voice.

"They--they persuaded you, I suppose, and it was to help somebody? It

was not a practical joke?"

"No," I rallied a little spirit at that. It had been anything but a

joke.

He drew a long breath.

"I think I understand," he said slowly, "but--you could have saved me

something. I must have given you all a great deal of amusement."

"Oh, no," I protested. "I--I want to tell you--"

But he deliberately left me and went over to the door. There he turned

and looked down at Aunt Selina. He was a little white, but there was no

passion in his face.

"Thank you for telling me all this, Miss Caruthers," he said easily.

"Now that you and I know, I'm afraid the others will miss their little

diversion. Good night."

Oh, it was all right for Jim to laugh and say that he was only huffed

a little and would be over it by morning. I knew better. There was

something queer in his face as he went out. He did not even glance in my

direction. He had said very little, but he had put me as effectually in

the wrong as if he had not kissed me--deliberately kissed me--that very

evening, on the roof.

I did not go to sleep again. I lay wretchedly thinking things over and

trying to remember who Jezebel was, and toward morning I distinctly

heard the knob of the door turn. I mistrusted my ears, however, and so

I got up quietly and went over in the darkness. There was no sound

outside, but when I put my hand on the knob I felt it move under my

fingers. The counter pressure evidently alarmed whoever it was, for the

knob was released and nothing more happened. But by this time anything

so uncomplicated as the fumbling of a knob at night had no power to

disturb me. I went back to bed.