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"I haven't got the pearl collar," I protested. "I think you are crazy.

Where did you get that bracelet?"

He edged away from me, as if he expected me to snatch it from him and

run, but he was still trying in an elephantine way to treat the matter

as a joke.

"I found it in a drawer in the pantry," he said, "among the dirty linen.

And if you're as smart as I think you are, I'll find the pearl collar

there in the morning--and nothing said, miss."

So there I was, suspected of being responsible for Anne's pearl collar,

as if I had not enough to worry me before. Of course I could have called

them all together and told them, and made them explain to Flannigan what

I had really meant by my delirious speech in the kitchen. But that

would have meant telling the whole ridiculous story to Mr. Harbison, and

having him think us all mad, and me a fool.

In all that overcrowded house there was only one place where I could be

miserable with comfort. So I stayed on the roof, and cried a little

and then became angry and walked up and down, and clenched my hands

and babbled helplessly. The boats on the river were yellow, horizontal

streaks through my tears, and an early searchlight sent its shaft like

a tangible thing in the darkness, just over my head. Then, finally,

I curled down in a corner with my arms on the parapet, and the lights

became more and more prismatic and finally formed themselves into a

circle that was Bella's bracelet, and that kept whirling around and

around on something flat and not over-clean, that was Flannigan's palm.