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In the large corridor of the hospice there was an odour of samovars,

and bread, and incense. A strong, active monk was hurrying along,

carrying a huge tea-urn.

"Father," exclaimed Yourii, confused somewhat at addressing him thus,

and imagining that the monk would be equally embarrassed.

"What is it, pray?" asked the other politely, through clouds of steam

from the samovar.

"Is there not a party of visitors here, from the town?"

"Yes, in number seven," replied the monk promptly, as if he had

anticipated such a question. "This way, please, on the balcony."

Yourii opened the door. The spacious room was darkened by dense clouds

of tobacco-smoke. Near the balcony there was more light, and one could

hear the jingling of bottles and glasses above the noisy talk and

laughter.

"Life is an incurable malady." It was Schafroff who spoke.

"And you are an incurable fool!" shouted Ivanoff, in reply, "Can't you

stop your eternal phrase-making?"

On entering, Yourii received a boisterous welcome. Schafroff jumped up,

nearly dragging the cloth off the table as he seized Yourii's hand, and

murmured effusively: "How awfully good of you to come! I am so glad! Really, it's most kind

of you! Thank you ever so much!"

Yourii as he took a seat between Sanine and Peter Ilitsch, proceeded to

look about him. The balcony was brightly lighted by two lamps and a

lantern, and outside this circle of light there seemed to be a black,

impenetrable wall. Yet Yourii could still perceive the greenish lights

in the sky. the silhouette of the mountain, the tops of the nearest

trees, and, far below, the glimmering surface of the river. From the

wood moths and chafers flew to the lamp, and, fluttering round it, fell

on to the table, slowly dying there a fiery death. Yourii, as he pitied

their fate, thought to himself: "We, too, like insects, rush to the flame, and flutter round every

luminous idea only to perish miserably at the last. We imagine that the

idea is the expression of the world's will, whereas it is nothing but

the consuming fire within our brain."

"Now then, drink up!" said Sanine, as in friendly fashion he passed the

bottle to Yourii.

"With pleasure," replied the latter, dejectedly, and it immediately

occurred to him that this was about the best thing, in fact the only

thing that remained to be done.

So they all drank and touched glasses. To Yourii vodka tasted horrible.

It was burning and bitter as poison. He helped himself to the hors

d'oeuvres, but these, too, had a disagreeable flavour, and he could

not swallow them.