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She set the dish on, touched my guardian quietly on the arm with a

finger to notify that dinner was ready, and vanished. We took our seats

at the round table, and my guardian kept Drummle on one side of him,

while Startop sat on the other. It was a noble dish of fish that the

housekeeper had put on table, and we had a joint of equally choice

mutton afterwards, and then an equally choice bird. Sauces, wines, all

the accessories we wanted, and all of the best, were given out by our

host from his dumb-waiter; and when they had made the circuit of the

table, he always put them back again. Similarly, he dealt us clean

plates and knives and forks, for each course, and dropped those just

disused into two baskets on the ground by his chair. No other attendant

than the housekeeper appeared. She set on every dish; and I always saw

in her face, a face rising out of the caldron. Years afterwards, I made

a dreadful likeness of that woman, by causing a face that had no other

natural resemblance to it than it derived from flowing hair to pass

behind a bowl of flaming spirits in a dark room.

Induced to take particular notice of the housekeeper, both by her

own striking appearance and by Wemmick's preparation, I observed

that whenever she was in the room she kept her eyes attentively on my

guardian, and that she would remove her hands from any dish she put

before him, hesitatingly, as if she dreaded his calling her back, and

wanted him to speak when she was nigh, if he had anything to say. I

fancied that I could detect in his manner a consciousness of this, and a

purpose of always holding her in suspense.

Dinner went off gayly, and although my guardian seemed to follow rather

than originate subjects, I knew that he wrenched the weakest part of

our dispositions out of us. For myself, I found that I was expressing my

tendency to lavish expenditure, and to patronize Herbert, and to boast

of my great prospects, before I quite knew that I had opened my lips.

It was so with all of us, but with no one more than Drummle: the

development of whose inclination to gird in a grudging and suspicious

way at the rest, was screwed out of him before the fish was taken off.

It was not then, but when we had got to the cheese, that our

conversation turned upon our rowing feats, and that Drummle was rallied

for coming up behind of a night in that slow amphibious way of his.

Drummle upon this, informed our host that he much preferred our room to

our company, and that as to skill he was more than our master, and that

as to strength he could scatter us like chaff. By some invisible agency,

my guardian wound him up to a pitch little short of ferocity about this

trifle; and he fell to baring and spanning his arm to show how muscular

it was, and we all fell to baring and spanning our arms in a ridiculous

manner.