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As to his shirt-collar, and his coat-collar, they were perplexing to

reflect upon,--insoluble mysteries both. Why should a man scrape himself

to that extent, before he could consider himself full dressed? Why

should he suppose it necessary to be purified by suffering for

his holiday clothes? Then he fell into such unaccountable fits of

meditation, with his fork midway between his plate and his mouth; had

his eyes attracted in such strange directions; was afflicted with such

remarkable coughs; sat so far from the table, and dropped so much

more than he ate, and pretended that he hadn't dropped it; that I was

heartily glad when Herbert left us for the City.

I had neither the good sense nor the good feeling to know that this was

all my fault, and that if I had been easier with Joe, Joe would have

been easier with me. I felt impatient of him and out of temper with him;

in which condition he heaped coals of fire on my head.

"Us two being now alone, sir,"--began Joe.

"Joe," I interrupted, pettishly, "how can you call me, sir?"

Joe looked at me for a single instant with something faintly like

reproach. Utterly preposterous as his cravat was, and as his collars

were, I was conscious of a sort of dignity in the look.

"Us two being now alone," resumed Joe, "and me having the intentions and

abilities to stay not many minutes more, I will now conclude--leastways

begin--to mention what have led to my having had the present honor. For

was it not," said Joe, with his old air of lucid exposition, "that my

only wish were to be useful to you, I should not have had the honor of

breaking wittles in the company and abode of gentlemen."

I was so unwilling to see the look again, that I made no remonstrance

against this tone.

"Well, sir," pursued Joe, "this is how it were. I were at the Bargemen

t'other night, Pip;"--whenever he subsided into affection, he called me

Pip, and whenever he relapsed into politeness he called me sir; "when

there come up in his shay-cart, Pumblechook. Which that same identical,"

said Joe, going down a new track, "do comb my 'air the wrong way

sometimes, awful, by giving out up and down town as it were him which

ever had your infant companionation and were looked upon as a playfellow

by yourself."

"Nonsense. It was you, Joe."

"Which I fully believed it were, Pip," said Joe, slightly tossing

his head, "though it signify little now, sir. Well, Pip; this same

identical, which his manners is given to blusterous, come to me at

the Bargemen (wot a pipe and a pint of beer do give refreshment to the

workingman, sir, and do not over stimilate), and his word were, 'Joseph,

Miss Havisham she wish to speak to you.'"