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"Dear Miss Havisham," said Miss Sarah Pocket. "How well you look!"

"I do not," returned Miss Havisham. "I am yellow skin and bone."

Camilla brightened when Miss Pocket met with this rebuff; and she

murmured, as she plaintively contemplated Miss Havisham, "Poor dear

soul! Certainly not to be expected to look well, poor thing. The idea!"

"And how are you?" said Miss Havisham to Camilla. As we were close to

Camilla then, I would have stopped as a matter of course, only Miss

Havisham wouldn't stop. We swept on, and I felt that I was highly

obnoxious to Camilla.

"Thank you, Miss Havisham," she returned, "I am as well as can be

expected."

"Why, what's the matter with you?" asked Miss Havisham, with exceeding

sharpness.

"Nothing worth mentioning," replied Camilla. "I don't wish to make a

display of my feelings, but I have habitually thought of you more in the

night than I am quite equal to."

"Then don't think of me," retorted Miss Havisham.

"Very easily said!" remarked Camilla, amiably repressing a sob, while a

hitch came into her upper lip, and her tears overflowed. "Raymond is a

witness what ginger and sal volatile I am obliged to take in the night.

Raymond is a witness what nervous jerkings I have in my legs. Chokings

and nervous jerkings, however, are nothing new to me when I think with

anxiety of those I love. If I could be less affectionate and sensitive,

I should have a better digestion and an iron set of nerves. I am sure

I wish it could be so. But as to not thinking of you in the night--The

idea!" Here, a burst of tears.

The Raymond referred to, I understood to be the gentleman present, and

him I understood to be Mr. Camilla. He came to the rescue at this point,

and said in a consolatory and complimentary voice, "Camilla, my dear, it

is well known that your family feelings are gradually undermining you to

the extent of making one of your legs shorter than the other."

"I am not aware," observed the grave lady whose voice I had heard but

once, "that to think of any person is to make a great claim upon that

person, my dear."

Miss Sarah Pocket, whom I now saw to be a little dry, brown, corrugated

old woman, with a small face that might have been made of walnut-shells,

and a large mouth like a cat's without the whiskers, supported this

position by saying, "No, indeed, my dear. Hem!"