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"She is angry--she doesn't know what we mean--she'll kick over the

milk!" exclaimed Tess, gently striving to free herself, her eyes

concerned with the quadruped's actions, her heart more deeply

concerned with herself and Clare.

She slipped up from her seat, and they stood together, his arm still

encircling her. Tess's eyes, fixed on distance, began to fill. "Why do you cry, my darling?" he said. "O--I don't know!" she murmured. As she saw and felt more clearly the position she was in she became agitated and tried to withdraw.

"Well, I have betrayed my feeling, Tess, at last," said he, with a

curious sigh of desperation, signifying unconsciously that his heart

had outrun his judgement. "That I--love you dearly and truly I need

not say. But I--it shall go no further now--it distresses you--I am

as surprised as you are. You will not think I have presumed upon

your defencelessness--been too quick and unreflecting, will you?"

"N'--I can't tell." He had allowed her to free herself; and in a minute or two the

milking of each was resumed. Nobody had beheld the gravitation of

the two into one; and when the dairyman came round by that screened

nook a few minutes later, there was not a sign to reveal that

the markedly sundered pair were more to each other than mere

acquaintance. Yet in the interval since Crick's last view of them

something had occurred which changed the pivot of the universe for

their two natures; something which, had he known its quality, the

dairyman would have despised, as a practical man; yet which was based

upon a more stubborn and resistless tendency than a whole heap of

so-called practicalities. A veil had been whisked aside; the tract

of each one's outlook was to have a new horizon thenceforward--for a

short time or for a long.