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There was hardly a touch of earth in her love for Clare. To her

sublime trustfulness he was all that goodness could be--knew all that

a guide, philosopher, and friend should know. She thought every line

in the contour of his person the perfection of masculine beauty, his

soul the soul of a saint, his intellect that of a seer. The wisdom

of her love for him, as love, sustained her dignity; she seemed to be

wearing a crown. The compassion of his love for her, as she saw it,

made her lift up her heart to him in devotion. He would sometimes

catch her large, worshipful eyes, that had no bottom to them looking

at him from their depths, as if she saw something immortal before

her. She dismissed the past--trod upon it and put it out, as one treads on

a coal that is smouldering and dangerous.

She had not known that men could be so disinterested, chivalrous,

protective, in their love for women as he. Angel Clare was far from

all that she thought him in this respect; absurdly far, indeed;

but he was, in truth, more spiritual than animal; he had himself

well in hand, and was singularly free from grossness. Though not

cold-natured, he was rather bright than hot--less Byronic than

Shelleyan; could love desperately, but with a love more especially

inclined to the imaginative and ethereal; it was a fastidious emotion

which could jealously guard the loved one against his very self.

This amazed and enraptured Tess, whose slight experiences had been so

infelicitous till now; and in her reaction from indignation against

the male sex she swerved to excess of honour for Clare.

They unaffectedly sought each other's company; in her honest faith

she did not disguise her desire to be with him. The sum of her

instincts on this matter, if clearly stated, would have been that the

elusive quality of her sex which attracts men in general might be

distasteful to so perfect a man after an avowal of love, since it

must in its very nature carry with it a suspicion of art.

The country custom of unreserved comradeship out of doors during

betrothal was the only custom she knew, and to her it had no

strangeness; though it seemed oddly anticipative to Clare till he

saw how normal a thing she, in common with all the other dairy-folk,

regarded it. Thus, during this October month of wonderful afternoons

they roved along the meads by creeping paths which followed the

brinks of trickling tributary brooks, hopping across by little wooden

bridges to the other side, and back again. They were never out of

the sound of some purling weir, whose buzz accompanied their own

murmuring, while the beams of the sun, almost as horizontal as the

mead itself, formed a pollen of radiance over the landscape. They

saw tiny blue fogs in the shadows of trees and hedges, all the time

that there was bright sunshine elsewhere. The sun was so near the

ground, and the sward so flat, that the shadows of Clare and Tess

would stretch a quarter of a mile ahead of them, like two long

fingers pointing afar to where the green alluvial reaches abutted

against the sloping sides of the vale.