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'I am sorry to hear you were so inconvenienced last night, sir, as to be

locked in. It was very unfortunate.' It was nothing, he returned.

He had had a very good bed.

'Oh yes!' she said quickly; 'she believed there were excellent beds at

the coffee-house.' He noticed that the coffee-house was quite a majestic

hotel to her, and that she treasured its reputation. 'I believe it is

very expensive,' said Little Dorrit, 'but MY father has told me that

quite beautiful dinners may be got there. And wine,' she added timidly.

'Were you ever there?' 'Oh no! Only into the kitchen to fetch hot water.'

To think of growing up with a kind of awe upon one as to the luxuries of

that superb establishment, the Marshalsea Hotel!

'I asked you last night,' said Clennam, 'how you had become acquainted

with my mother. Did you ever hear her name before she sent for you?'

'No, sir.' 'Do you think your father ever did?' 'No, sir.'

He met her eyes raised to his with so much wonder in them (she was

scared when the encounter took place, and shrunk away again), that he

felt it necessary to say: 'I have a reason for asking, which I cannot very well explain; but you

must, on no account, suppose it to be of a nature to cause you the least

alarm or anxiety. Quite the reverse. And you think that at no time of

your father's life was my name of Clennam ever familiar to him?'

'No, sir.' He felt, from the tone in which she spoke, that she was glancing up at

him with those parted lips; therefore he looked before him, rather than

make her heart beat quicker still by embarrassing her afresh.

Thus they emerged upon the Iron Bridge, which was as quiet after the

roaring streets as though it had been open country. The wind blew

roughly, the wet squalls came rattling past them, skimming the pools on

the road and pavement, and raining them down into the river. The clouds

raced on furiously in the lead-Coloured sky, the smoke and mist raced

after them, the dark tide ran fierce and strong in the same direction.

Little Dorrit seemed the least, the quietest, and weakest of Heaven's

creatures.

'Let me put you in a coach,' said Clennam, very nearly adding 'my poor

child.' She hurriedly declined, saying that wet or dry made little difference to

her; she was used to go about in all weathers. He knew it to be so, and

was touched with more pity; thinking of the slight figure at his side,

making its nightly way through the damp dark boisterous streets to such

a place of rest. 'You spoke so feelingly to me last night, sir, and

I found afterwards that you had been so generous to my father, that I

could not resist your message, if it was only to thank you; especially

as I wished very much to say to you--' she hesitated and trembled, and

tears rose in her eyes, but did not fall. 'To say to me--?'