"I promise," faltered the almost broken-hearted youth. "You may admit her now," said the doctor, composing his convulsed countenance as best he could, lest the sight of his sufferings should distress his daughter.
Clara entered, and resumed her post at the side of the bed.
Traverse left the room to prepare the palliatives for his patient.
The afternoon waned. As evening approached the fever, inflammation and pain arose to such a degree that the doctor could no longer forbear betraying his excessive suffering, which was, besides, momentarily increasing, so he said to Clara: "My child, you must now leave me and retire to bed. I must be watched by Traverse alone to-night."
And Traverse, seeing her painful hesitation, between her extreme reluctance to leave him and her wish to obey him, approached and murmured: "Dear Clara, it would distress him to have you stay; he will be much better attended by me alone."
Clara still hesitated; and Traverse, beckoning his mother to come and speak to her, left her side.
Mrs. Rocke approached her and said: "It must be so, dear girl, for you know that there are some cases in which sick men should be watched by men only, and this is one of them. I myself shall sit up to-night in the next room, within call."
"And may I not sit there beside you?" pleaded Clara.
"No, my dear love; as you can do your father no good, he desires that you should go to bed and rest. Do not distress him by refusing."
"Oh, and am I to go to bed and sleep while my dear father lies here suffering? I cannot; oh, I cannot."
"My dear, yes, you must; and if you cannot sleep you can lie awake and pray for him."
Here the doctor, whose agony was growing unendurable, called out: "Go, Clara, go at once, my dear."
She went back to the bedside and pressed her lips to his forehead, and put her arms around him and prayed: "Oh, my dear father, may the blessed Saviour take you in his pitying embrace and give you ease to-night. Your poor Clara will pray for you as she never prayed for herself."
"May the Lord bless you, my sweet child," said the doctor, lifting one hand painfully and laying it in benediction on her fair and graceful head.
Then she arose and left the room, saying to Mrs. Rocke as she went: "Oh, Mrs. Rocke, only last evening we were so happy--'But if we have received good things at the hand of God, why should we not receive evil?'"