The Forsyte Saga - Volume 1 - Page 165/251

The day after the evening at Richmond Soames returned from Henley by a

morning train. Not constitutionally interested in amphibious sports, his

visit had been one of business rather than pleasure, a client of some

importance having asked him down.

He went straight to the City, but finding things slack, he left at three

o'clock, glad of this chance to get home quietly. Irene did not expect

him. Not that he had any desire to spy on her actions, but there was no

harm in thus unexpectedly surveying the scene.

After changing to Park clothes he went into the drawing-room. She was

sitting idly in the corner of the sofa, her favourite seat; and there

were circles under her eyes, as though she had not slept.

He asked: "How is it you're in? Are you expecting somebody?"

"Yes that is, not particularly."

"Who?"

"Mr. Bosinney said he might come."

"Bosinney. He ought to be at work."

To this she made no answer.

"Well," said Soames, "I want you to come out to the Stores with me, and

after that we'll go to the Park."

"I don't want to go out; I have a headache."

Soames replied: "If ever I want you to do anything, you've always got a

headache. It'll do you good to come and sit under the trees."

She did not answer.

Soames was silent for some minutes; at last he said: "I don't know what

your idea of a wife's duty is. I never have known!"

He had not expected her to reply, but she did.

"I have tried to do what you want; it's not my fault that I haven't been

able to put my heart into it."

"Whose fault is it, then?" He watched her askance.

"Before we were married you promised to let me go if our marriage was

not a success. Is it a success?"

Soames frowned.

"Success," he stammered--"it would be a success if you behaved yourself

properly!"

"I have tried," said Irene. "Will you let me go?"

Soames turned away. Secretly alarmed, he took refuge in bluster.

"Let you go? You don't know what you're talking about. Let you go? How

can I let you go? We're married, aren't we? Then, what are you talking

about? For God's sake, don't let's have any of this sort of nonsense!

Get your hat on, and come and sit in the Park."

"Then, you won't let me go?"

He felt her eyes resting on him with a strange, touching look.

"Let you go!" he said; "and what on earth would you do with yourself if

I did? You've got no money!"

"I could manage somehow."