The Forsyte Saga - Volume 1 - Page 168/251

He leaned far out of the dressing-room window over the little court

below, and saw the first light spread. The outlines of dark walls and

roofs were blurred for a moment, then came out sharper than before.

He remembered how that other night he had watched the lamps paling all

the length of Victoria Street; how he had hurried on his clothes and

gone down into the street, down past houses and squares, to the street

where she was staying, and there had stood and looked at the front of

the little house, as still and grey as the face of a dead man.

And suddenly it shot through his mind; like a sick man's fancy: What's

he doing?--that fellow who haunts me, who was here this evening, who's

in love with my wife--prowling out there, perhaps, looking for her as I

know he was looking for her this afternoon; watching my house now, for

all I can tell!

He stole across the landing to the front of the house, stealthily drew

aside a blind, and raised a window.

The grey light clung about the trees of the square, as though Night,

like a great downy moth, had brushed them with her wings. The lamps

were still alight, all pale, but not a soul stirred--no living thing in

sight.

Yet suddenly, very faint, far off in the deathly stillness, he heard

a cry writhing, like the voice of some wandering soul barred out of

heaven, and crying for its happiness. There it was again--again! Soames

shut the window, shuddering.

Then he thought: 'Ah! it's only the peacocks, across the water.'