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Sensitive to atmosphere, Jolyon soon felt the latent antagonism between

the boys, and was puzzled by Holly; so he became unconsciously ironical,

which is fatal to the expansiveness of youth. A letter, handed to him

after dinner, reduced him to a silence hardly broken till Jolly and Val

rose to go. He went out with them, smoking his cigar, and walked with

his son to the gates of Christ Church. Turning back, he took out the

letter and read it again beneath a lamp.

"DEAR JOLYON,

"Soames came again to-night--my thirty-seventh birthday. You were right,

I mustn't stay here. I'm going to-morrow to the Piedmont Hotel, but I

won't go abroad without seeing you. I feel lonely and down-hearted.

"Yours affectionately,

"IRENE."

He folded the letter back into his pocket and walked on, astonished at

the violence of his feelings. What had the fellow said or done?

He turned into High Street, down the Turf, and on among a maze of spires

and domes and long college fronts and walls, bright or dark-shadowed in

the strong moonlight. In this very heart of England's gentility it was

difficult to realise that a lonely woman could be importuned or hunted,

but what else could her letter mean? Soames must have been pressing her

to go back to him again, with public opinion and the Law on his side,

too! 'Eighteen-ninety-nine!,' he thought, gazing at the broken glass

shining on the top of a villa garden wall; 'but when it comes to

property we're still a heathen people! I'll go up to-morrow morning. I

dare say it'll be best for her to go abroad.' Yet the thought displeased

him. Why should Soames hunt her out of England! Besides, he might

follow, and out there she would be still more helpless against the

attentions of her own husband! 'I must tread warily,' he thought; 'that

fellow could make himself very nasty. I didn't like his manner in the

cab the other night.' His thoughts turned to his daughter June. Could

she help? Once on a time Irene had been her greatest friend, and now she

was a 'lame duck,' such as must appeal to June's nature! He determined

to wire to his daughter to meet him at Paddington Station. Retracing his

steps towards the Rainbow he questioned his own sensations. Would he be

upsetting himself over every woman in like case? No! he would not. The

candour of this conclusion discomfited him; and, finding that Holly had

gone up to bed, he sought his own room. But he could not sleep, and

sat for a long time at his window, huddled in an overcoat, watching the

moonlight on the roofs.