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In spite of himself, Val was impressed; and, happening to look at his

mother's face, he got what was perhaps his first real insight into the

fact that his own feelings were not always what mattered most.

"All right, mother," he said; "we'll back you up. Only I'd like to know

when it'll be. It's my first term, you know. I don't want to be up there

when it comes off."

"Oh! my dear boy," murmured Winifred, "it is a bore for you." So, by

habit, she phrased what, from the expression of her face, was the most

poignant regret. "When will it be, Soames?"

"Can't tell--not for months. We must get restitution first."

'What the deuce is that?' thought Val. 'What silly brutes lawyers are!

Not for months! I know one thing: I'm not going to dine in!' And he

said:

"Awfully sorry, mother, I've got to go out to dinner now."

Though it was his last night, Winifred nodded almost gratefully; they

both felt that they had gone quite far enough in the expression of

feeling.

Val sought the misty freedom of Green Street, reckless and depressed.

And not till he reached Piccadilly did he discover that he had only

eighteen-pence. One couldn't dine off eighteen-pence, and he was very

hungry. He looked longingly at the windows of the Iseeum Club, where he

had often eaten of the best with his father! Those pearls! There was no

getting over them! But the more he brooded and the further he walked the

hungrier he naturally became. Short of trailing home, there were only

two places where he could go--his grandfather's in Park Lane, and

Timothy's in the Bayswater Road. Which was the less deplorable? At his

grandfather's he would probably get a better dinner on the spur of the

moment. At Timothy's they gave you a jolly good feed when they expected

you, not otherwise. He decided on Park Lane, not unmoved by the thought

that to go up to Oxford without affording his grandfather a chance to

tip him was hardly fair to either of them. His mother would hear he had

been there, of course, and might think it funny; but he couldn't help

that. He rang the bell.

"Hullo, Warmson, any dinner for me, d'you think?"

"They're just going in, Master Val. Mr. Forsyte will be very glad to see

you. He was saying at lunch that he never saw you nowadays."

Val grinned.

"Well, here I am. Kill the fatted calf, Warmson, let's have fizz."

Warmson smiled faintly--in his opinion Val was a young limb.

"I will ask Mrs. Forsyte, Master Val."