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"Meissonier! Ah! What a jewel!" Soames took advantage of that moment.

Very gently touching Annette's arm, he said:

"How do you like my place, Annette?"

She did not shrink, did not respond; she looked at him full, looked

down, and murmured:

"Who would not like it? It is so beautiful!"

"Perhaps some day--" Soames said, and stopped.

So pretty she was, so self-possessed--she frightened him. Those

cornflower-blue eyes, the turn of that creamy neck, her delicate

curves--she was a standing temptation to indiscretion! No! No! One must

be sure of one's ground--much surer! 'If I hold off,' he thought, 'it

will tantalise her.' And he crossed over to Madame Lamotte, who was

still in front of the Meissonier.

"Yes, that's quite a good example of his later work. You must come

again, Madame, and see them lighted up. You must both come and spend a

night."

Enchanted, would it not be beautiful to see them lighted? By moonlight

too, the river must be ravishing!

Annette murmured:

"Thou art sentimental, Maman!"

Sentimental! That black-robed, comely, substantial Frenchwoman of the

world! And suddenly he was certain as he could be that there was no

sentiment in either of them. All the better. Of what use sentiment? And

yet...!

He drove to the station with them, and saw them into the train. To

the tightened pressure of his hand it seemed that Annette's fingers

responded just a little; her face smiled at him through the dark.

He went back to the carriage, brooding. "Go on home, Jordan," he said to

the coachman; "I'll walk." And he strode out into the darkening lanes,

caution and the desire of possession playing see-saw within him. 'Bon

soir, monsieur!' How softly she had said it. To know what was in her

mind! The French--they were like cats--one could tell nothing! But--how

pretty! What a perfect young thing to hold in one's arms! What a mother

for his heir! And he thought, with a smile, of his family and their

surprise at a French wife, and their curiosity, and of the way he would

play with it and buffet it confound them!

The poplars sighed in the darkness; an owl hooted. Shadows deepened in

the water. 'I will and must be free,' he thought. 'I won't hang about

any longer. I'll go and see Irene. If you want things done, do them

yourself. I must live again--live and move and have my being.' And in

echo to that queer biblicality church-bells chimed the call to evening

prayer.