The Forsyte Saga - Volume 3 - Page 168/204

"Have you done anything to stop Jon writing to me, Father?"

Soames shook his head.

"You haven't seen, then?" he said. "His father died just a week ago

to-day."

"Oh!"

In her startled, frowning face he saw the instant struggle to apprehend

what this would mean.

"Poor Jon! Why didn't you tell me, Father?"

"I never know!" said Soames slowly; "you don't confide in me."

"I would, if you'd help me, dear."

"Perhaps I shall."

Fleur clasped her hands. "Oh! darling--when one wants a thing fearfully,

one doesn't think of other people. Don't be angry with me."

Soames put out his hand, as if pushing away an aspersion.

"I'm cogitating," he said. What on earth had made him use a word like

that! "Has young Mont been bothering you again?"

Fleur smiled. "Oh! Michael! He's always bothering; but he's such a good

sort--I don't mind him."

"Well," said Soames, "I'm tired; I shall go and have a nap before

dinner."

He went up to his picture-gallery, lay down on the couch there, and

closed his eyes. A terrible responsibility this girl of his--whose

mother was--ah! what was she? A terrible responsibility! Help her--how

could he help her? He could not alter the fact that he was her father.

Or that Irene--! What was it young Mont had said--some nonsense about

the possessive instinct--shutters up--To let? Silly!

The sultry air, charged with a scent of meadow-sweet, of river and

roses, closed on his senses, drowsing them.