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Enquiring for her at tea time Soames learned that Fleur had been out in

the car since two. Three hours! Where had she gone? Up to London without

a word to him? He had never become quite reconciled with cars. He had

embraced them in principle--like the born empiricist, or Forsyte, that

he was--adopting each symptom of progress as it came along with: "Well,

we couldn't do without them now." But in fact he found them tearing,

great, smelly things. Obliged by Annette to have one--a Rollhard with

pearl-grey cushions, electric light, little mirrors, trays for the ashes

of cigarettes, flower vases--all smelling of petrol and stephanotis--he

regarded it much as he used to regard his brother-in-law, Montague

Dartie. The thing typified all that was fast, insecure, and

subcutaneously oily in modern life. As modern life became faster,

looser, younger, Soames was becoming older, slower, tighter, more and

more in thought and language like his father James before him. He was

almost aware of it himself. Pace and progress pleased him less and

less; there was an ostentation, too, about a car which he considered

provocative in the prevailing mood of Labour. On one occasion that

fellow Sims had driven over the only vested interest of a working man.

Soames had not forgotten the behaviour of its master, when not many

people would have stopped to put up with it. He had been sorry for

the dog, and quite prepared to take its part against the car, if that

ruffian hadn't been so outrageous. With four hours fast becoming five,

and still no Fleur, all the old car-wise feelings he had experienced in

person and by proxy balled within him, and sinking sensations troubled

the pit of his stomach. At seven he telephoned to Winifred by trunk

call. No! Fleur had not been to Green Street. Then where was she?

Visions of his beloved daughter rolled up in her pretty frills, all

blood and dust-stained, in some hideous catastrophe, began to haunt

him. He went to her room and spied among her things. She had taken

nothing--no dressing-case, no Jewellery. And this, a relief in one

sense, increased his fears of an accident. Terrible to be helpless when

his loved one was missing, especially when he couldn't bear fuss

or publicity of any kind! What should he do if she were not back by

nightfall?

At a quarter to eight he heard the car. A great weight lifted from off

his heart; he hurried down. She was getting out--pale and tired-looking,

but nothing wrong. He met her in the hall.

"You've frightened me. Where have you been?"

"To Robin Hill. I'm sorry, dear. I had to go; I'll tell you afterward."

And, with a flying kiss, she ran up-stairs.