The Forsyte Saga - Volume 3 - Page 182/204

"With all my heart; not with my lips."

Soames stood, biting his finger.

"I remember an evening--" he said suddenly; and was silent. What was

there--what was there in this woman that would not fit into the four

corners of his hate or condemnation? "Where is he--your son?"

"Up in his father's studio, I think."

"Perhaps you'd have him down."

He watched her ring the bell, he watched the maid come in.

"Please tell Mr. Jon that I want him."

"If it rests with him," said Soames hurriedly, when the maid was gone,

"I suppose I may take it for granted that this unnatural marriage

will take place; in that case there'll be formalities. Whom do I deal

with--Herring's?"

Irene nodded.

"You don't propose to live with them?"

Irene shook her head.

"What happens to this house?"

"It will be as Jon wishes."

"This house," said Soames suddenly: "I had hopes when I began it.

If they live in it--their children! They say there's such a thing as

Nemesis. Do you believe in it?"

"Yes."

"Oh! You do!"

He had come back from the window, and was standing close to her, who, in

the curve of her grand piano, was, as it were, embayed.

"I'm not likely to see you again," he said slowly. "Will you shake

hands"--his lip quivered, the words came out jerkily--"and let the past

die." He held out his hand. Her pale face grew paler, her eyes so dark,

rested immovably on his, her hands remained clasped in front of her. He

heard a sound and turned. That boy was standing in the opening of the

curtains. Very queer he looked, hardly recognisable as the young fellow

he had seen in the Gallery off Cork Street--very queer; much older, no

youth in the face at all--haggard, rigid, his hair ruffled, his eyes

deep in his head. Soames made an effort, and said with a lift of his

lip, not quite a smile nor quite a sneer:

"Well, young man! I'm here for my daughter; it rests with you, it

seems--this matter. Your mother leaves it in your hands."

The boy continued staring at his mother's face, and made no answer.

"For my daughter's sake I've brought myself to come," said Soames. "What

am I to say to her when I go back?"

Still looking at his mother, the boy said, quietly:

"Tell Fleur that it's no good, please; I must do as my father wished

before he died."

"Jon!"

"It's all right, Mother."

In a kind of stupefaction Soames looked from one to the other; then,

taking up hat and umbrella which he had put down on a chair, he walked

toward the curtains. The boy stood aside for him to go by. He passed

through and heard the grate of the rings as the curtains were drawn

behind him. The sound liberated something in his chest.