The Forsyte Saga - Volume 3 - Page 31/204

"Who?"

"I," said Soames.

She had been changing her frock, and was still imperfectly clothed; a

striking figure before her glass. There was a certain magnificence about

her arms, shoulders, hair, which had darkened since he first knew

her, about the turn of her neck, the silkiness of her garments, her

dark-lashed, greyblue eyes--she was certainly as handsome at forty

as she had ever been. A fine possession, an excellent housekeeper, a

sensible and affectionate enough mother. If only she weren't always so

frankly cynical about the relations between them! Soames, who had no

more real affection for her than she had for him, suffered from a kind

of English grievance in that she had never dropped even the thinnest

veil of sentiment over their partnership. Like most of his countrymen

and women, he held the view that marriage should be based on mutual

love, but that when from a marriage love had disappeared, or, been found

never to have really existed--so that it was manifestly not based on

love--you must not admit it. There it was, and the love was not--but

there you were, and must continue to be! Thus you had it both ways, and

were not tarred with cynicism, realism, and immorality like the French.

Moreover, it was necessary in the interests of property. He knew that

she knew that they both knew there was no love between them, but he

still expected her not to admit in words or conduct such a thing, and he

could never understand what she meant when she talked of the hypocrisy

of the English. He said:

"Whom have you got at 'The Shelter' next week?"

Annette went on touching her lips delicately with salve--he always

wished she wouldn't do that.

"Your sister Winifred, and the Car-r-digans"--she took up a tiny stick

of black--"and Prosper Profond."

"That Belgian chap? Why him?"

Annette turned her neck lazily, touched one eyelash, and said:

"He amuses Winifred."

"I want some one to amuse Fleur; she's restive."

"R-restive?" repeated Annette. "Is it the first time you see that, my

friend? She was born r-restive, as you call it."

Would she never get that affected roll out of her r's?

He touched the dress she had taken off, and asked:

"What have you been doing?"

Annette looked at him, reflected in her glass. Her just-brightened lips

smiled, rather full, rather ironical.

"Enjoying myself," she said.

"Oh!" answered Soames glumly. "Ribbandry, I suppose."

It was his word for all that incomprehensible running in and out of

shops that women went in for. "Has Fleur got her summer dresses?"

"You don't ask if I have mine."