The Forsyte Saga - Volume 3 - Page 77/204

"We've never cared whether the world approves or not."

"Jon would not disapprove of us!"

"Oh! Jolyon, yes. He's in love, I feel he's in love. And he'd say: 'My

mother once married without love! How could she have!' It'll seem to him

a crime! And so it was!"

Jolyon took her hand, and said with a wry smile:

"Ah! why on earth are we born young? Now, if only we were born old and

grew younger year by year, we should understand how things happen, and

drop all our cursed intolerance. But you know if the boy is really

in love, he won't forget, even if he goes to Italy. We're a tenacious

breed; and he'll know by instinct why he's being sent. Nothing will

really cure him but the shock of being told."

"Let me try, anyway."

Jolyon stood a moment without speaking. Between this devil and this deep

sea--the pain of a dreaded disclosure and the grief of losing his wife

for two months--he secretly hoped for the devil; yet if she wished for

the deep sea he must put up with it. After all, it would be training for

that departure from which there would be no return. And, taking her in

his arms, he kissed her eyes, and said:

"As you will, my love."