The Forsyte Saga - Volume 3 - Page 89/204

Fleur, leaning out of her window, heard the hall clock's muffled chime

of twelve, the tiny splash of a fish, the sudden shaking of an aspen's

leaves in the puffs of breeze that rose along the river, the distant

rumble of a night train, and time and again the sounds which none can

put a name to in the darkness, soft obscure expressions of uncatalogued

emotions from man and beast, bird and machine, or, maybe, from departed

Forsytes, Darties, Cardigans, taking night strolls back into a world

which had once suited their embodied spirits. But Fleur heeded not these

sounds; her spirit, far from disembodied, fled with swift wing from

railway-carriage to flowery hedge, straining after Jon, tenacious of his

forbidden image, and the sound of his voice, which was taboo. And she

crinkled her nose, retrieving from the perfume of the riverside night

that moment when his hand slipped between the mayflowers and her cheek.

Long she leaned out in her freak dress, keen to burn her wings at life's

candle; while the moths brushed her cheeks on their pilgrimage to the

lamp on her dressing-table, ignorant that in a Forsyte's house there

is no open flame. But at last even she felt sleepy, and, forgetting her

bells, drew quickly in.

Through the open window of his room, alongside Annette's, Soames,

wakeful too, heard their thin faint tinkle, as it might be shaken from

stars, or the dewdrops falling from a flower, if one could hear such

sounds.

'Caprice!' he thought. 'I can't tell. She's wilful. What shall I do?

Fleur!'

And long into the "small" night he brooded.