The Awakening and Selected Short Stories - Page 155/161

One night in autumn a few men were gathered about a fire on the slope

of a hill. They belonged to a small detachment of Confederate forces and

were awaiting orders to march. Their gray uniforms were worn beyond the

point of shabbiness. One of the men was heating something in a tin cup

over the embers. Two were lying at full length a little distance away,

while a fourth was trying to decipher a letter and had drawn close to

the light. He had unfastened his collar and a good bit of his flannel

shirt front.

"What's that you got around your neck, Ned?" asked one of the men lying

in the obscurity.

Ned--or Edmond--mechanically fastened another button of his shirt and

did not reply. He went on reading his letter.

"Is it your sweet heart's picture?"

"'Taint no gal's picture," offered the man at the fire. He had removed

his tin cup and was engaged in stirring its grimy contents with a small

stick. "That's a charm; some kind of hoodoo business that one o' them

priests gave him to keep him out o' trouble. I know them Cath'lics.

That's how come Frenchy got permoted an never got a scratch sence he's

been in the ranks. Hey, French! aint I right?" Edmond looked up absently

from his letter.

"What is it?" he asked.

"Aint that a charm you got round your neck?"

"It must be, Nick," returned Edmond with a smile. "I don't know how I

could have gone through this year and a half without it."

The letter had made Edmond heart sick and home sick. He stretched

himself on his back and looked straight up at the blinking stars. But he

was not thinking of them nor of anything but a certain spring day when

the bees were humming in the clematis; when a girl was saying good bye

to him. He could see her as she unclasped from her neck the locket

which she fastened about his own. It was an old fashioned golden locket

bearing miniatures of her father and mother with their names and the

date of their marriage. It was her most precious earthly possession.

Edmond could feel again the folds of the girl's soft white gown, and see

the droop of the angel-sleeves as she circled her fair arms about his

neck. Her sweet face, appealing, pathetic, tormented by the pain of

parting, appeared before him as vividly as life. He turned over, burying

his face in his arm and there he lay, still and motionless.

The profound and treacherous night with its silence and semblance of

peace settled upon the camp. He dreamed that the fair Octavie

brought him a letter. He had no chair to offer her and was pained and

embarrassed at the condition of his garments. He was ashamed of the poor

food which comprised the dinner at which he begged her to join them.