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"What are you doing out here, Edna? I thought I should find you in bed,"

said her husband, when he discovered her lying there. He had walked up

with Madame Lebrun and left her at the house. His wife did not reply.

"Are you asleep?" he asked, bending down close to look at her.

"No." Her eyes gleamed bright and intense, with no sleepy shadows, as

they looked into his.

"Do you know it is past one o'clock? Come on," and he mounted the steps

and went into their room.

"Edna!" called Mr. Pontellier from within, after a few moments had gone

by.

"Don't wait for me," she answered. He thrust his head through the door.

"You will take cold out there," he said, irritably. "What folly is this?

Why don't you come in?"

"It isn't cold; I have my shawl."

"The mosquitoes will devour you."

"There are no mosquitoes."

She heard him moving about the room; every sound indicating impatience

and irritation. Another time she would have gone in at his request. She

would, through habit, have yielded to his desire; not with any sense of

submission or obedience to his compelling wishes, but unthinkingly, as

we walk, move, sit, stand, go through the daily treadmill of the life

which has been portioned out to us.

"Edna, dear, are you not coming in soon?" he asked again, this time

fondly, with a note of entreaty.

"No; I am going to stay out here."

"This is more than folly," he blurted out. "I can't permit you to stay

out there all night. You must come in the house instantly."

With a writhing motion she settled herself more securely in the hammock.

She perceived that her will had blazed up, stubborn and resistant. She

could not at that moment have done other than denied and resisted. She

wondered if her husband had ever spoken to her like that before, and if

she had submitted to his command. Of course she had; she remembered that

she had. But she could not realize why or how she should have yielded,

feeling as she then did.

"Leonce, go to bed," she said, "I mean to stay out here. I don't wish to

go in, and I don't intend to. Don't speak to me like that again; I shall

not answer you."

Mr. Pontellier had prepared for bed, but he slipped on an extra garment.

He opened a bottle of wine, of which he kept a small and select supply

in a buffet of his own. He drank a glass of the wine and went out on the

gallery and offered a glass to his wife. She did not wish any. He drew

up the rocker, hoisted his slippered feet on the rail, and proceeded

to smoke a cigar. He smoked two cigars; then he went inside and drank

another glass of wine. Mrs. Pontellier again declined to accept a glass

when it was offered to her. Mr. Pontellier once more seated himself with

elevated feet, and after a reasonable interval of time smoked some more

cigars.