The Awakening and Selected Short Stories - Page 79/161

When Edna was at last alone, she breathed a big, genuine sigh of relief.

A feeling that was unfamiliar but very delicious came over her. She

walked all through the house, from one room to another, as if inspecting

it for the first time. She tried the various chairs and lounges, as if

she had never sat and reclined upon them before. And she perambulated

around the outside of the house, investigating, looking to see if

windows and shutters were secure and in order. The flowers were like

new acquaintances; she approached them in a familiar spirit, and made

herself at home among them. The garden walks were damp, and Edna called

to the maid to bring out her rubber sandals. And there she stayed, and

stooped, digging around the plants, trimming, picking dead, dry leaves.

The children's little dog came out, interfering, getting in her way. She

scolded him, laughed at him, played with him. The garden smelled so good

and looked so pretty in the afternoon sunlight. Edna plucked all the

bright flowers she could find, and went into the house with them, she

and the little dog.

Even the kitchen assumed a sudden interesting character which she had

never before perceived. She went in to give directions to the cook, to

say that the butcher would have to bring much less meat, that they would

require only half their usual quantity of bread, of milk and groceries.

She told the cook that she herself would be greatly occupied during

Mr. Pontellier's absence, and she begged her to take all thought and

responsibility of the larder upon her own shoulders.

That night Edna dined alone. The candelabra, with a few candles in the

center of the table, gave all the light she needed. Outside the circle

of light in which she sat, the large dining-room looked solemn and

shadowy. The cook, placed upon her mettle, served a delicious repast--a

luscious tenderloin broiled a point. The wine tasted good; the marron

glace seemed to be just what she wanted. It was so pleasant, too, to

dine in a comfortable peignoir.

She thought a little sentimentally about Leonce and the children, and

wondered what they were doing. As she gave a dainty scrap or two to the

doggie, she talked intimately to him about Etienne and Raoul. He was

beside himself with astonishment and delight over these companionable

advances, and showed his appreciation by his little quick, snappy barks

and a lively agitation.

Then Edna sat in the library after dinner and read Emerson until she

grew sleepy. She realized that she had neglected her reading, and

determined to start anew upon a course of improving studies, now that

her time was completely her own to do with as she liked.