Don Quixote - Part I - Page 209/400

What makes my quest of happiness seem vain?

Disdain.

What bids me to abandon hope of ease?

Jealousies.

What holds my heart in anguish of suspense?

Absence.

If that be so, then for my grief

Where shall I turn to seek relief,

When hope on every side lies slain

By Absence, Jealousies, Disdain?

What the prime cause of all my woe doth prove?

Love.

What at my glory ever looks askance?

Chance.

Whence is permission to afflict me given?

Heaven.

If that be so, I but await

The stroke of a resistless fate,

Since, working for my woe, these three,

Love, Chance and Heaven, in league I see.

What must I do to find a remedy?

Die.

What is the lure for love when coy and strange?

Change.

What, if all fail, will cure the heart of sadness?

Madness.

If that be so, it is but folly

To seek a cure for melancholy:

Ask where it lies; the answer saith

In Change, in Madness, or in Death.

The hour, the summer season, the solitary place, the voice and skill of

the singer, all contributed to the wonder and delight of the two

listeners, who remained still waiting to hear something more; finding,

however, that the silence continued some little time, they resolved to go

in search of the musician who sang with so fine a voice; but just as they

were about to do so they were checked by the same voice, which once more

fell upon their ears, singing this

SONNET

When heavenward, holy Friendship, thou didst go

Soaring to seek thy home beyond the sky,

And take thy seat among the saints on high,

It was thy will to leave on earth below

Thy semblance, and upon it to bestow

Thy veil, wherewith at times hypocrisy,

Parading in thy shape, deceives the eye,

And makes its vileness bright as virtue show.

Friendship, return to us, or force the cheat

That wears it now, thy livery to restore,

By aid whereof sincerity is slain.

If thou wilt not unmask thy counterfeit,

This earth will be the prey of strife once more,

As when primaeval discord held its reign.

The song ended with a deep sigh, and again the listeners remained waiting

attentively for the singer to resume; but perceiving that the music had

now turned to sobs and heart-rending moans they determined to find out

who the unhappy being could be whose voice was as rare as his sighs were

piteous, and they had not proceeded far when on turning the corner of a

rock they discovered a man of the same aspect and appearance as Sancho

had described to them when he told them the story of Cardenio. He,

showing no astonishment when he saw them, stood still with his head bent

down upon his breast like one in deep thought, without raising his eyes

to look at them after the first glance when they suddenly came upon him.

The curate, who was aware of his misfortune and recognised him by the

description, being a man of good address, approached him and in a few

sensible words entreated and urged him to quit a life of such misery,

lest he should end it there, which would be the greatest of all

misfortunes. Cardenio was then in his right mind, free from any attack of

that madness which so frequently carried him away, and seeing them

dressed in a fashion so unusual among the frequenters of those wilds,

could not help showing some surprise, especially when he heard them speak

of his case as if it were a well-known matter (for the curate's words

gave him to understand as much) so he replied to them thus: