Don Quixote - Part I - Page 307/400

"Putting this, however, aside, for it is a puzzling question for which it

is difficult to find a solution, let us return to the superiority of arms

over letters, a matter still undecided, so many are the arguments put

forward on each side; for besides those I have mentioned, letters say

that without them arms cannot maintain themselves, for war, too, has its

laws and is governed by them, and laws belong to the domain of letters

and men of letters. To this arms make answer that without them laws

cannot be maintained, for by arms states are defended, kingdoms

preserved, cities protected, roads made safe, seas cleared of pirates;

and, in short, if it were not for them, states, kingdoms, monarchies,

cities, ways by sea and land would be exposed to the violence and

confusion which war brings with it, so long as it lasts and is free to

make use of its privileges and powers. And then it is plain that whatever

costs most is valued and deserves to be valued most. To attain to

eminence in letters costs a man time, watching, hunger, nakedness,

headaches, indigestions, and other things of the sort, some of which I

have already referred to. But for a man to come in the ordinary course of

things to be a good soldier costs him all the student suffers, and in an

incomparably higher degree, for at every step he runs the risk of losing

his life. For what dread of want or poverty that can reach or harass the

student can compare with what the soldier feels, who finds himself

beleaguered in some stronghold mounting guard in some ravelin or

cavalier, knows that the enemy is pushing a mine towards the post where

he is stationed, and cannot under any circumstances retire or fly from

the imminent danger that threatens him? All he can do is to inform his

captain of what is going on so that he may try to remedy it by a

counter-mine, and then stand his ground in fear and expectation of the

moment when he will fly up to the clouds without wings and descend into

the deep against his will. And if this seems a trifling risk, let us see

whether it is equalled or surpassed by the encounter of two galleys stem

to stem, in the midst of the open sea, locked and entangled one with the

other, when the soldier has no more standing room than two feet of the

plank of the spur; and yet, though he sees before him threatening him as

many ministers of death as there are cannon of the foe pointed at him,

not a lance length from his body, and sees too that with the first

heedless step he will go down to visit the profundities of Neptune's

bosom, still with dauntless heart, urged on by honour that nerves him, he

makes himself a target for all that musketry, and struggles to cross that

narrow path to the enemy's ship. And what is still more marvellous, no

sooner has one gone down into the depths he will never rise from till the

end of the world, than another takes his place; and if he too falls into

the sea that waits for him like an enemy, another and another will

succeed him without a moment's pause between their deaths: courage and

daring the greatest that all the chances of war can show. Happy the blest

ages that knew not the dread fury of those devilish engines of artillery,

whose inventor I am persuaded is in hell receiving the reward of his

diabolical invention, by which he made it easy for a base and cowardly

arm to take the life of a gallant gentleman; and that, when he knows not

how or whence, in the height of the ardour and enthusiasm that fire and

animate brave hearts, there should come some random bullet, discharged

perhaps by one who fled in terror at the flash when he fired off his

accursed machine, which in an instant puts an end to the projects and

cuts off the life of one who deserved to live for ages to come. And thus

when I reflect on this, I am almost tempted to say that in my heart I

repent of having adopted this profession of knight-errant in so

detestable an age as we live in now; for though no peril can make me

fear, still it gives me some uneasiness to think that powder and lead may

rob me of the opportunity of making myself famous and renowned throughout

the known earth by the might of my arm and the edge of my sword. But

Heaven's will be done; if I succeed in my attempt I shall be all the more

honoured, as I have faced greater dangers than the knights-errant of yore

exposed themselves to."