Don Quixote - Part I - Page 343/400

WHEREIN IS RELATED THE PLEASANT STORY OF THE MULETEER, TOGETHER WITH

OTHER STRANGE THINGS THAT CAME TO PASS IN THE INN

Ah me, Love's mariner am I

On Love's deep ocean sailing;

I know not where the haven lies,

I dare not hope to gain it.

One solitary distant star

Is all I have to guide me,

A brighter orb than those of old

That Palinurus lighted.

And vaguely drifting am I borne,

I know not where it leads me;

I fix my gaze on it alone,

Of all beside it heedless.

But over-cautious prudery,

And coyness cold and cruel,

When most I need it, these, like clouds,

Its longed-for light refuse me.

Bright star, goal of my yearning eyes

As thou above me beamest,

When thou shalt hide thee from my sight

I'll know that death is near me.

The singer had got so far when it struck Dorothea that it was not fair to

let Clara miss hearing such a sweet voice, so, shaking her from side to

side, she woke her, saying:

"Forgive me, child, for waking thee, but I do so that thou mayest have

the pleasure of hearing the best voice thou hast ever heard, perhaps, in

all thy life."

Clara awoke quite drowsy, and not understanding at the moment what

Dorothea said, asked her what it was; she repeated what she had said, and

Clara became attentive at once; but she had hardly heard two lines, as

the singer continued, when a strange trembling seized her, as if she were

suffering from a severe attack of quartan ague, and throwing her arms

round Dorothea she said:

"Ah, dear lady of my soul and life! why did you wake me? The greatest

kindness fortune could do me now would be to close my eyes and ears so as

neither to see or hear that unhappy musician."

"What art thou talking about, child?" said Dorothea. "Why, they say this

singer is a muleteer!"

"Nay, he is the lord of many places," replied Clara, "and that one in my

heart which he holds so firmly shall never be taken from him, unless he

be willing to surrender it."

Dorothea was amazed at the ardent language of the girl, for it seemed to

be far beyond such experience of life as her tender years gave any

promise of, so she said to her:

"You speak in such a way that I cannot understand you, Senora Clara;

explain yourself more clearly, and tell me what is this you are saying

about hearts and places and this musician whose voice has so moved you?

But do not tell me anything now; I do not want to lose the pleasure I get

from listening to the singer by giving my attention to your transports,

for I perceive he is beginning to sing a new strain and a new air."