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Mr. Garth had a small office in the town, and to this Fred went with

his request. He obtained it without much difficulty, for a large

amount of painful experience had not sufficed to make Caleb Garth

cautious about his own affairs, or distrustful of his fellow-men when

they had not proved themselves untrustworthy; and he had the highest

opinion of Fred, was "sure the lad would turn out well--an open

affectionate fellow, with a good bottom to his character--you might

trust him for anything." Such was Caleb's psychological argument. He

was one of those rare men who are rigid to themselves and indulgent to

others. He had a certain shame about his neighbors' errors, and never

spoke of them willingly; hence he was not likely to divert his mind

from the best mode of hardening timber and other ingenious devices in

order to preconceive those errors. If he had to blame any one, it was

necessary for him to move all the papers within his reach, or describe

various diagrams with his stick, or make calculations with the odd

money in his pocket, before he could begin; and he would rather do

other men's work than find fault with their doing. I fear he was a bad

disciplinarian.

When Fred stated the circumstances of his debt, his wish to meet it

without troubling his father, and the certainty that the money would be

forthcoming so as to cause no one any inconvenience, Caleb pushed his

spectacles upward, listened, looked into his favorite's clear young

eyes, and believed him, not distinguishing confidence about the future

from veracity about the past; but he felt that it was an occasion for a

friendly hint as to conduct, and that before giving his signature he

must give a rather strong admonition. Accordingly, he took the paper

and lowered his spectacles, measured the space at his command, reached

his pen and examined it, dipped it in the ink and examined it again,

then pushed the paper a little way from him, lifted up his spectacles

again, showed a deepened depression in the outer angle of his bushy

eyebrows, which gave his face a peculiar mildness (pardon these details

for once--you would have learned to love them if you had known Caleb

Garth), and said in a comfortable tone--

"It was a misfortune, eh, that breaking the horse's knees? And then,

these exchanges, they don't answer when you have 'cute jockeys to deal

with. You'll be wiser another time, my boy."

Whereupon Caleb drew down his spectacles, and proceeded to write his

signature with the care which he always gave to that performance; for

whatever he did in the way of business he did well. He contemplated

the large well-proportioned letters and final flourish, with his head a

trifle on one side for an instant, then handed it to Fred, said

"Good-by," and returned forthwith to his absorption in a plan for Sir

James Chettam's new farm-buildings.