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"Why, you said just now his was worse than mine," said Fred, more

irritable than usual.

"I said a lie, then," said Mr. Bambridge, emphatically. "There wasn't

a penny to choose between 'em."

Fred spurred his horse, and they trotted on a little way. When they

slackened again, Mr. Bambridge said--

"Not but what the roan was a better trotter than yours."

"I'm quite satisfied with his paces, I know," said Fred, who required

all the consciousness of being in gay company to support him; "I say

his trot is an uncommonly clean one, eh, Horrock?"

Mr. Horrock looked before him with as complete a neutrality as if he

had been a portrait by a great master.

Fred gave up the fallacious hope of getting a genuine opinion; but on

reflection he saw that Bambridge's depreciation and Horrock's silence

were both virtually encouraging, and indicated that they thought better

of the horse than they chose to say.

That very evening, indeed, before the fair had set in, Fred thought he

saw a favorable opening for disposing advantageously of his horse, but

an opening which made him congratulate himself on his foresight in

bringing with him his eighty pounds. A young farmer, acquainted with

Mr. Bambridge, came into the Red Lion, and entered into conversation

about parting with a hunter, which he introduced at once as Diamond,

implying that it was a public character. For himself he only wanted a

useful hack, which would draw upon occasion; being about to marry and

to give up hunting. The hunter was in a friend's stable at some little

distance; there was still time for gentlemen to see it before dark.

The friend's stable had to be reached through a back street where you

might as easily have been poisoned without expense of drugs as in any

grim street of that unsanitary period. Fred was not fortified against

disgust by brandy, as his companions were, but the hope of having at

last seen the horse that would enable him to make money was

exhilarating enough to lead him over the same ground again the first

thing in the morning. He felt sure that if he did not come to a

bargain with the farmer, Bambridge would; for the stress of

circumstances, Fred felt, was sharpening his acuteness and endowing him

with all the constructive power of suspicion. Bambridge had run down

Diamond in a way that he never would have done (the horse being a

friend's) if he had not thought of buying it; every one who looked at

the animal--even Horrock--was evidently impressed with its merit. To

get all the advantage of being with men of this sort, you must know how

to draw your inferences, and not be a spoon who takes things literally.

The color of the horse was a dappled gray, and Fred happened to know

that Lord Medlicote's man was on the look-out for just such a horse.

After all his running down, Bambridge let it out in the course of the

evening, when the farmer was absent, that he had seen worse horses go

for eighty pounds. Of course he contradicted himself twenty times

over, but when you know what is likely to be true you can test a man's

admissions. And Fred could not but reckon his own judgment of a horse

as worth something. The farmer had paused over Fred's respectable

though broken-winded steed long enough to show that he thought it worth

consideration, and it seemed probable that he would take it, with

five-and-twenty pounds in addition, as the equivalent of Diamond. In

that case Fred, when he had parted with his new horse for at least

eighty pounds, would be fifty-five pounds in pocket by the transaction,

and would have a hundred and thirty-five pounds towards meeting the

bill; so that the deficit temporarily thrown on Mr. Garth would at the

utmost be twenty-five pounds. By the time he was hurrying on his

clothes in the morning, he saw so clearly the importance of not losing

this rare chance, that if Bambridge and Horrock had both dissuaded him,

he would not have been deluded into a direct interpretation of their

purpose: he would have been aware that those deep hands held something

else than a young fellow's interest. With regard to horses, distrust

was your only clew. But scepticism, as we know, can never be

thoroughly applied, else life would come to a standstill: something we

must believe in and do, and whatever that something may be called, it

is virtually our own judgment, even when it seems like the most slavish

reliance on another. Fred believed in the excellence of his bargain,

and even before the fair had well set in, had got possession of the

dappled gray, at the price of his old horse and thirty pounds in

addition--only five pounds more than he had expected to give.