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"Dorothea, here is a letter for you, which was enclosed in one

addressed to me."

It was a letter of two pages, and she immediately looked at the

signature.

"Mr. Ladislaw! What can he have to say to me?" she exclaimed, in a

tone of pleased surprise. "But," she added, looking at Mr. Casaubon,

"I can imagine what he has written to you about."

"You can, if you please, read the letter," said Mr. Casaubon, severely

pointing to it with his pen, and not looking at her. "But I may as

well say beforehand, that I must decline the proposal it contains to

pay a visit here. I trust I may be excused for desiring an interval of

complete freedom from such distractions as have been hitherto

inevitable, and especially from guests whose desultory vivacity makes

their presence a fatigue."

There had been no clashing of temper between Dorothea and her husband

since that little explosion in Rome, which had left such strong traces

in her mind that it had been easier ever since to quell emotion than to

incur the consequence of venting it. But this ill-tempered

anticipation that she could desire visits which might be disagreeable

to her husband, this gratuitous defence of himself against selfish

complaint on her part, was too sharp a sting to be meditated on until

after it had been resented. Dorothea had thought that she could have

been patient with John Milton, but she had never imagined him behaving

in this way; and for a moment Mr. Casaubon seemed to be stupidly

undiscerning and odiously unjust. Pity, that "new-born babe" which was

by-and-by to rule many a storm within her, did not "stride the blast"

on this occasion. With her first words, uttered in a tone that shook

him, she startled Mr. Casaubon into looking at her, and meeting the

flash of her eyes.

"Why do you attribute to me a wish for anything that would annoy you?

You speak to me as if I were something you had to contend against.

Wait at least till I appear to consult my own pleasure apart from

yours."

"Dorothea, you are hasty," answered Mr. Casaubon, nervously.

Decidedly, this woman was too young to be on the formidable level of

wifehood--unless she had been pale and featureless and taken

everything for granted.

"I think it was you who were first hasty in your false suppositions

about my feeling," said Dorothea, in the same tone. The fire was not

dissipated yet, and she thought it was ignoble in her husband not to

apologize to her.

"We will, if you please, say no more on this subject, Dorothea. I have

neither leisure nor energy for this kind of debate."