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Yet she liked her thoughts: a vigorous young mind not overbalanced by

passion, finds a good in making acquaintance with life, and watches its

own powers with interest. Mary had plenty of merriment within.

Her thought was not veined by any solemnity or pathos about the old man

on the bed: such sentiments are easier to affect than to feel about an

aged creature whose life is not visibly anything but a remnant of

vices. She had always seen the most disagreeable side of Mr.

Featherstone: he was not proud of her, and she was only useful to him.

To be anxious about a soul that is always snapping at you must be left

to the saints of the earth; and Mary was not one of them. She had

never returned him a harsh word, and had waited on him faithfully: that

was her utmost. Old Featherstone himself was not in the least anxious

about his soul, and had declined to see Mr. Tucker on the subject.

To-night he had not snapped, and for the first hour or two he lay

remarkably still, until at last Mary heard him rattling his bunch of

keys against the tin box which he always kept in the bed beside him.

About three o'clock he said, with remarkable distinctness, "Missy, come

here!"

Mary obeyed, and found that he had already drawn the tin box from under

the clothes, though he usually asked to have this done for him; and he

had selected the key. He now unlocked the box, and, drawing from it

another key, looked straight at her with eyes that seemed to have

recovered all their sharpness and said, "How many of 'em are in the

house?"

"You mean of your own relations, sir," said Mary, well used to the old

man's way of speech. He nodded slightly and she went on.

"Mr. Jonah Featherstone and young Cranch are sleeping here."

"Oh ay, they stick, do they? and the rest--they come every day, I'll

warrant--Solomon and Jane, and all the young uns? They come peeping,

and counting and casting up?"

"Not all of them every day. Mr. Solomon and Mrs. Waule are here every

day, and the others come often."

The old man listened with a grimace while she spoke, and then said,

relaxing his face, "The more fools they. You hearken, missy. It's

three o'clock in the morning, and I've got all my faculties as well as

ever I had in my life. I know all my property, and where the money's

put out, and everything. And I've made everything ready to change my

mind, and do as I like at the last. Do you hear, missy? I've got my

faculties."