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"I will call him, if you will let me call Mr. Jonah and others with

him."

"Nobody else, I say. The young chap. I shall do as I like."

"Wait till broad daylight, sir, when every one is stirring. Or let me

call Simmons now, to go and fetch the lawyer? He can be here in less

than two hours."

"Lawyer? What do I want with the lawyer? Nobody shall know--I say,

nobody shall know. I shall do as I like."

"Let me call some one else, sir," said Mary, persuasively. She did not

like her position--alone with the old man, who seemed to show a strange

flaring of nervous energy which enabled him to speak again and again

without falling into his usual cough; yet she desired not to push

unnecessarily the contradiction which agitated him. "Let me, pray,

call some one else."

"You let me alone, I say. Look here, missy. Take the money. You'll

never have the chance again. It's pretty nigh two hundred--there's

more in the box, and nobody knows how much there was. Take it and do

as I tell you."

Mary, standing by the fire, saw its red light falling on the old man,

propped up on his pillows and bed-rest, with his bony hand holding out

the key, and the money lying on the quilt before him. She never forgot

that vision of a man wanting to do as he liked at the last. But the

way in which he had put the offer of the money urged her to speak with

harder resolution than ever.

"It is of no use, sir. I will not do it. Put up your money. I will

not touch your money. I will do anything else I can to comfort you;

but I will not touch your keys or your money."

"Anything else anything else!" said old Featherstone, with hoarse rage,

which, as if in a nightmare, tried to be loud, and yet was only just

audible. "I want nothing else. You come here--you come here."

Mary approached him cautiously, knowing him too well. She saw him

dropping his keys and trying to grasp his stick, while he looked at her

like an aged hyena, the muscles of his face getting distorted with the

effort of his hand. She paused at a safe distance.

"Let me give you some cordial," she said, quietly, "and try to compose

yourself. You will perhaps go to sleep. And to-morrow by daylight you

can do as you like."

He lifted the stick, in spite of her being beyond his reach, and threw

it with a hard effort which was but impotence. It fell, slipping over

the foot of the bed. Mary let it lie, and retreated to her chair by

the fire. By-and-by she would go to him with the cordial. Fatigue

would make him passive. It was getting towards the chillest moment of

the morning, the fire had got low, and she could see through the chink

between the moreen window-curtains the light whitened by the blind.

Having put some wood on the fire and thrown a shawl over her, she sat

down, hoping that Mr. Featherstone might now fall asleep. If she went

near him the irritation might be kept up. He had said nothing after

throwing the stick, but she had seen him taking his keys again and

laying his right hand on the money. He did not put it up, however, and

she thought that he was dropping off to sleep.