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Dorothea waited a few moments for some answer that would help her

onward. None came, and her next words seemed the more forcible to her,

falling clear upon the dark silence.

"But surely we should regard his claim as a much greater one, even to

the half of that property which I know that you have destined for me.

And I think he ought at once to be provided for on that understanding.

It is not right that he should be in the dependence of poverty while we

are rich. And if there is any objection to the proposal he mentioned,

the giving him his true place and his true share would set aside any

motive for his accepting it."

"Mr. Ladislaw has probably been speaking to you on this subject?" said

Mr. Casaubon, with a certain biting quickness not habitual to him.

"Indeed, no!" said Dorothea, earnestly. "How can you imagine it, since

he has so lately declined everything from you? I fear you think too

hardly of him, dear. He only told me a little about his parents and

grandparents, and almost all in answer to my questions. You are so

good, so just--you have done everything you thought to be right. But

it seems to me clear that more than that is right; and I must speak

about it, since I am the person who would get what is called benefit by

that 'more' not being done."

There was a perceptible pause before Mr. Casaubon replied, not quickly

as before, but with a still more biting emphasis.

"Dorothea, my love, this is not the first occasion, but it were well

that it should be the last, on which you have assumed a judgment on

subjects beyond your scope. Into the question how far conduct,

especially in the matter of alliances, constitutes a forfeiture of

family claims, I do not now enter. Suffice it, that you are not here

qualified to discriminate. What I now wish you to understand is, that

I accept no revision, still less dictation within that range of affairs

which I have deliberated upon as distinctly and properly mine. It is

not for you to interfere between me and Mr. Ladislaw, and still less to

encourage communications from him to you which constitute a criticism

on my procedure."

Poor Dorothea, shrouded in the darkness, was in a tumult of conflicting

emotions. Alarm at the possible effect on himself of her husband's

strongly manifested anger, would have checked any expression of her own

resentment, even if she had been quite free from doubt and compunction

under the consciousness that there might be some justice in his last

insinuation. Hearing him breathe quickly after he had spoken, she sat

listening, frightened, wretched--with a dumb inward cry for help to

bear this nightmare of a life in which every energy was arrested by

dread. But nothing else happened, except that they both remained a

long while sleepless, without speaking again.