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"I quite agree with you," said Dorothea, at once fascinated by the

situation sketched in Lydgate's words. "But what is there against Mr.

Bulstrode? I know that my uncle is friendly with him."

"People don't like his religious tone," said Lydgate, breaking off

there.

"That is all the stronger reason for despising such an opposition,"

said Dorothea, looking at the affairs of Middlemarch by the light of

the great persecutions.

"To put the matter quite fairly, they have other objections to him:--he

is masterful and rather unsociable, and he is concerned with trade,

which has complaints of its own that I know nothing about. But what

has that to do with the question whether it would not be a fine thing

to establish here a more valuable hospital than any they have in the

county? The immediate motive to the opposition, however, is the fact

that Bulstrode has put the medical direction into my hands. Of course

I am glad of that. It gives me an opportunity of doing some good

work,--and I am aware that I have to justify his choice of me. But the

consequence is, that the whole profession in Middlemarch have set

themselves tooth and nail against the Hospital, and not only refuse to

cooperate themselves, but try to blacken the whole affair and hinder

subscriptions."

"How very petty!" exclaimed Dorothea, indignantly.

"I suppose one must expect to fight one's way: there is hardly anything

to be done without it. And the ignorance of people about here is

stupendous. I don't lay claim to anything else than having used some

opportunities which have not come within everybody's reach; but there

is no stifling the offence of being young, and a new-comer, and

happening to know something more than the old inhabitants. Still, if I

believe that I can set going a better method of treatment--if I

believe that I can pursue certain observations and inquiries which may

be a lasting benefit to medical practice, I should be a base truckler

if I allowed any consideration of personal comfort to hinder me. And

the course is all the clearer from there being no salary in question to

put my persistence in an equivocal light."

"I am glad you have told me this, Mr. Lydgate," said Dorothea,

cordially. "I feel sure I can help a little. I have some money, and

don't know what to do with it--that is often an uncomfortable thought

to me. I am sure I can spare two hundred a-year for a grand purpose

like this. How happy you must be, to know things that you feel sure

will do great good! I wish I could awake with that knowledge every

morning. There seems to be so much trouble taken that one can hardly

see the good of!"