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Dorothea was in fact thinking that it was desirable for Celia to know

of the momentous change in Mr. Casaubon's position since he had last

been in the house: it did not seem fair to leave her in ignorance of

what would necessarily affect her attitude towards him; but it was

impossible not to shrink from telling her. Dorothea accused herself of

some meanness in this timidity: it was always odious to her to have any

small fears or contrivances about her actions, but at this moment she

was seeking the highest aid possible that she might not dread the

corrosiveness of Celia's pretty carnally minded prose. Her reverie was

broken, and the difficulty of decision banished, by Celia's small and

rather guttural voice speaking in its usual tone, of a remark aside or

a "by the bye."

"Is any one else coming to dine besides Mr. Casaubon?"

"Not that I know of."

"I hope there is some one else. Then I shall not hear him eat his soup

so."

"What is there remarkable about his soup-eating?"

"Really, Dodo, can't you hear how he scrapes his spoon? And he always

blinks before he speaks. I don't know whether Locke blinked, but I'm

sure I am sorry for those who sat opposite to him if he did."

"Celia," said Dorothea, with emphatic gravity, "pray don't make any

more observations of that kind."

"Why not? They are quite true," returned Celia, who had her reasons

for persevering, though she was beginning to be a little afraid.

"Many things are true which only the commonest minds observe."

"Then I think the commonest minds must be rather useful. I think it is

a pity Mr. Casaubon's mother had not a commoner mind: she might have

taught him better." Celia was inwardly frightened, and ready to run

away, now she had hurled this light javelin.

Dorothea's feelings had gathered to an avalanche, and there could be no

further preparation.

"It is right to tell you, Celia, that I am engaged to marry Mr.

Casaubon."

Perhaps Celia had never turned so pale before. The paper man she was

making would have had his leg injured, but for her habitual care of

whatever she held in her hands. She laid the fragile figure down at

once, and sat perfectly still for a few moments. When she spoke there

was a tear gathering.

"Oh, Dodo, I hope you will be happy." Her sisterly tenderness could not

but surmount other feelings at this moment, and her fears were the

fears of affection.

Dorothea was still hurt and agitated.

"It is quite decided, then?" said Celia, in an awed under tone. "And

uncle knows?"