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Dorothea's faith supplied all that Mr. Casaubon's words seemed to leave

unsaid: what believer sees a disturbing omission or infelicity? The

text, whether of prophet or of poet, expands for whatever we can put

into it, and even his bad grammar is sublime.

"I am very ignorant--you will quite wonder at my ignorance," said

Dorothea. "I have so many thoughts that may be quite mistaken; and now

I shall be able to tell them all to you, and ask you about them. But,"

she added, with rapid imagination of Mr. Casaubon's probable feeling,

"I will not trouble you too much; only when you are inclined to listen

to me. You must often be weary with the pursuit of subjects in your

own track. I shall gain enough if you will take me with you there."

"How should I be able now to persevere in any path without your

companionship?" said Mr. Casaubon, kissing her candid brow, and feeling

that heaven had vouchsafed him a blessing in every way suited to his

peculiar wants. He was being unconsciously wrought upon by the charms

of a nature which was entirely without hidden calculations either for

immediate effects or for remoter ends. It was this which made Dorothea

so childlike, and, according to some judges, so stupid, with all her

reputed cleverness; as, for example, in the present case of throwing

herself, metaphorically speaking, at Mr. Casaubon's feet, and kissing

his unfashionable shoe-ties as if he were a Protestant Pope. She was

not in the least teaching Mr. Casaubon to ask if he were good enough

for her, but merely asking herself anxiously how she could be good

enough for Mr. Casaubon. Before he left the next day it had been

decided that the marriage should take place within six weeks. Why not?

Mr. Casaubon's house was ready. It was not a parsonage, but a

considerable mansion, with much land attached to it. The parsonage was

inhabited by the curate, who did all the duty except preaching the

morning sermon.